need... more... knives.. i already have a couple, but the day i get my hands on buck knife it's so over. they're so expensive though, so I can't buy one right now, but damn if girl can't dream. they're so classic & beautiful honestly, im obssesed. » Continue Reading
sometimes i feel so much hope, i think i prefer death. i think hope is an evil thing for someone like me to have. too much thinking when it comes to hopefulness; "imagine if-" and "can't wait for » Continue Reading
i cant find my fucking drivers license, now i can't buy weed or drive illegally(not fully licensed), kill me now.. i probably have to replace it, so there goes 35 dollars and hours of waiting in line. hours i can't afford to waste because i have midterms soon. i wish one thing in my life would be uncomplicated » Continue Reading
and yet i have such little time.. out of 11 things that need to be done by tomorrow (aka today; it's 3:45am) i only have 2 things done. lord bless my soul, im in need of divine intervention. » Continue Reading
jojo siwa, aka, self-alleged queen of gay pop, reminded me of that young m.a song LOL. they aren't even remotely similar, so idk why. but people forget about my queen young m.a. this song opened my eyes to a whole new world. (the world in question was just women.) » Continue Reading
can i dream for a few months more. i 'd do just about anything to be a child once more. even for a couple minutes. i feel like my relationship to my mom is so drastically different from when i was young. i wonder what changed, i'm still her kid, i'm still me. the only time i feel like i'm my mother's child again is when she brus » Continue Reading
how can i help you if i can't help myself first? every single class of mine has someone constantly asking me to help them with the most simple stuff. do not get me wrong, it would be my pleasure to help people who need it. the issue is when it's every second and it's not even help, you're just waiting for me to do it for you. there are these people who always ask to take pictures of my scripts ... » Continue Reading
as a lover of things, there is only so much available for me to get my hands on.. so here are future things i'd do just about anything to get my hands on: brown or black pair of mary jane shoes - cute. ! » Continue Reading
lest i stay in this heat. summer is terrible, i am not looking forward to it. i think 15c is too hot, how am i going to handle 30+? i am not going too, i never have. it's just awful. » Continue Reading