I feel like I am a waste of human potential. A waste of sperm, a waste of life. I feel my parents should never have had me and that I was nothing but a source of emotional pain, frustration and a financial drain. If I hadn’t been born I think they would have stayed together as a happy couple and lived out their lives together. » Continue Reading
Studying this so called 'entry level' certification. It has too much breadth that I need to remember if I have any chance to pass the test. Some of the stuff is utterly useless and would never come up in real life. Various friends in the industry have confirmed as such. It's just so badly designed! It would be better to break it up into multiple certifications, each with a more refined breadth of ... » Continue Reading
Life is getting harder to endure. Yesterday was supposed to be a big event for me but it got ruined by an asshole. I used to be able to shrug this kind of thing off, but years of depression have eroded my ability to cope with this kind of setback. Now I'm going to have to deal with a situation that will probably cost me money and time and I just don't want to bother. I just want to retreat back ... » Continue Reading
Watched a movie on Tubi called Red, pretty good film about a mysterious being haunting a small town in the USA. I think they gave enough clues to tell us what it was. I liked it. Now I’m watching an old TV Movie on Youtube called The Dead Don’t Die. It’s written by Robert Bloch so I am sure it will be good. I love 70’s error movies and TV movies. They really knew how to capture the magic back in t... » Continue Reading
Life has been sad lately. My father died after rapidly deteriorating from dementia for nearly a year beforehand. My boss is an asshole who seems to get worse every day and all my close friends are too busy for me these days. I need to upskill, go back to school, get a degree, get a better job, make new friends. But something is holding me back. Fear of failure I suppose. Maybe fear of success? I ... » Continue Reading
So a few years back I searched for Myspace clones and I found freindproject.net and made a profile. It's been ok, not as active as it used to be and not so well known about. Now I find a second Myspace clone, Spacehey.com, they are both virtually identical to classic Myspace, but for some reason this one seems like it is more known about online and already getting more users. I am curious to know ... » Continue Reading