Not sure how much longer I can go on

Life has been sad lately. My father died after rapidly deteriorating from dementia for nearly a year beforehand. My boss is an asshole who seems to get worse every day and all my close friends are too busy for me these days.

I need to upskill, go back to school, get a degree, get a better job, make new friends. But something is holding me back. Fear of failure I suppose. Maybe fear of success? I don't know.

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