Nothing matters anymore

Life is getting harder to endure. Yesterday was supposed to be a big event for me but it got ruined by an asshole. I used to be able to shrug this kind of thing off, but years of depression have eroded my ability to cope with this kind of setback.

Now I'm going to have to deal with a situation that will probably cost me money and time and I just don't want to bother. I just want to retreat back in to my room and never come out.

Fuck everything.