"Preparing for the thunder dome (university year 2)"
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Category: Life
So I have been offline for a while, taking time to hear myself to learn. To finally find me and free myself. After calling out my abuser publicly in front of all their family and friends for what they put me through for 8 years of my life I have become a new me. Version 3.0.X , one that's finally receptive to themselves, placing my own needs higher than ever before. It feels like it's a time to fi... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I'm now as always it feels, starting over. But this time, my revenge is ready. It's here, it's prepared and ready to go, ready to free me of the past, by revisiting it one final fucking time. Nemo me impune lacessit. No one provokes me with impunity. It's time that I start healing by getting back to myself and no longer letting them live in their fucking pitty party and circle jerk of "You did a g... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
So, the last time I posted was a cynical post about the fear of being fired, failing at my new job. I'm starting to finally come into me as an adult, learning myself fully. developing into a human, looking at correcting my mistakes. I've now passed probation at work, developed at the point of getting more and more training from management, but I'm also looking at going back to uni. Idk how to cont... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I’m at the point of I feel like there’s never going to be a productive job for me, I need to be on my meds to function in this system, I end up with momentary joy surrounded by depression, anxiety and shame. Constantly feeling like I’m on the edge of failure or even being fired. I finish work then just feel completely drained, just afraid that I’m going to fuck up at some point, putting up a fake... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Return to .edu So I'm having the thought of should I return to my education and begin again at a uni, or at least take a few courses to get some more qualifications under my belt... as I dropped out of my previous uni and have kind of been bumming around jumping from job too job trying to find something I fit into and could possibly get promoted for once rather than leaving for something new. But ... » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
So, as it's the beginning of a new year it's time for me to reset my smart home, and update everything to serve me better, fix all IoT gear to work better and try and get my stuff back to local control through a variety of methods. I'm going to start with my docker stacks and fixing issues with HA, Home Bridge and NodeRed along side finally sorting out my MQTT broker and integrations with hubs tha... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
So. I was just contacted by my GP's practice manager to ask me to come in for a medicine review. And have now been told that my fit note won't be renewed until the 5th of December. My fit note expires on the 2nd. so i am going to be classified as AWOL for 2+ days from work, so they can just backdate it. I'm done with my supermarket job, being abused and assaulted i no longer feel safe, It's damage... » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
Ngl my old branding works out so well for this stuff. Just having an iconic MOTD » Continue Reading
Category: News and Politics
the break, the bleak I never thought this would get so bad, but simultaneously I knew it would, I knew I would never recover and be able to join the rat race or climb the ladder. I knew I never fit in, I never belong and never conform well enough to conform in the way required. But I'm at the point where I just want a break and the bottle of chloroform is looking me dead in the eyes. The Cost of ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
My brain isn't defective, the task scheduler is just unique. Designed to bring forth what it deems as important and queuing the rest in a badly powered ram buffer But srsly tho I need to get my meds soon. as im now realising all the shit I do that is deff not right. like what shit im completely forgetting that ends me in physical and mental pain » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Adulthood is finally hitting me, this world went from easy to hardcore as soon as my 18th birthday happened, it's nearly a year and a half later and its now finally sinking in how hard it is to be independent and not only survive but thrive. It's at the point of that easy mode trial period has became unreal to think back upon, as I was still a teenager when covid first happened, studying for my fi... » Continue Reading
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