Material erosion

the break, the bleak

I never thought this would get so bad, but simultaneously I knew it would, I knew I would never recover and be able to join the rat race or climb the ladder. 

I knew I never fit in, I never belong and never conform well enough to conform in the way required.

But I'm at the point where I just want a break and the bottle of chloroform is looking me dead in the eyes.

The Cost of basic essential food items is up by over 30% but wages are just as low as they were during 2008. We don't have the ability to survive. The boomers before us had everything. They didn't have to worry about surviving, but now we are being destroyed by their fear that's created the police state we know and hate, the state of turmoil and hatred, convinced by people who have less brain cells than a pickle. 

We don't even have to ask how it got so bad

The evidence is all here. We are the demonised generations, the ones who grew up with their biggest fear campaigns and are now demonised for not being able to afford to live.

Diamonds are collapsing, Millennials are treating their pets better than kids, Gen Z are always protesting. We are demonised for survival, demonised for trying to save the world.

We are statistically more likely to suffer with depression and anxiety but the cause is the world THEY MADE, the world they expect us to conform to as if nothing about it is wrong, a world full of transphobia, ableism, homophobia and racism. We haven't changed since the 70's everything is effectively the same excluding the technology. 

This is material erosion, the ladder isn't there we can't climb we are assigned at birth till death. our place and life has already been planned, everything is in its right place, everything is in place for the system to march forward destroying humans under an ideology of endless growth that is a complete pipe dream, the tower has to collapse. The members of the cult have to wake up at some point, the cult of the *insert nationality* dream. It's the same template globally, and the conditions are the same, a corroded society where we are made to be afraid of our neighbours and have an internalised us vs them mentality. a continuation of fear, a continuation of control. we need to be free of these chains before the chains break our necks