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The Tables Have Turned

Category: Writing and Poetry

Left alone On my own Doesn't matter if I'm not grown You held me up You held me high I felt like I could fly But then You let me fall I felt Weak and small Well, I got up On my feet I am No longer weak Now you're back Begging please You are down On your knees You want my love You want my ca » Continue Reading

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Stabbing Words

Category: Writing and Poetry

Kill me slowly With your words Stab me deep Where it hurts Twist the knife Inside of me Push it deeper Make me bleed As you scream And hurt me so I wonder if You even know How your words Are slicing me That's why I'm crying Don't you see? You make me hate Myself so much You make me weary Of your touch » Continue Reading

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For Others Use

Category: Writing and Poetry

I am clay I let others shape me Whatever they want I try to be I can be nice I can be mean I can be everything In between I am an actor Playing a role And it will be me Who pays the toll I dance and juggle For others joy I am just A stupid toy Whatever you want I can be But no matter what I can't be me. » Continue Reading

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Angry

Category: Writing and Poetry

 Slowly sizzling Under my skin I can't fight It always wins The anger in me Is boiling over the top No matter what I do It won't stop Soon enough I'll lose control And then you Will pay the toll. » Continue Reading

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Numb

Category: Writing and Poetry

All my feelings In a locked room Feeling like I'm in a tomb Completely numb I can't feel Is this a dream Or is it real? I feel nothing Not good nor bad I guess that is Kinda sad My heart is empty My feelings gone This numbness Feels so calm All my feelings Washed away I'll try again Another day. » Continue Reading

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A People Pleaser's Mind

Category: Writing and Poetry

Smile All the time Pretend that Everything's fine Put on a face For others joy Because all I am Is a toy Play a part Be a doll Until the day I will fall My life Is for others use That's just The cold hard truth Use me up Throw me out That's what my life Is all about Put my feelings In a fre » Continue Reading

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Death

Category: Writing and Poetry

Such a beautiful tragedy Is mankind But see The truth we will find When the grass Stops it's growth When death Reaches most When the sun Burns all around When the buildings Topple down We destroy What we touch Everything will Turn to dust And with it Will be us. » Continue Reading

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Perfectionist

Category: Writing and Poetry

Perfection It's what I seek Smile more Don't be weak No bad grades Smartest in my school If I fail I'll pretend to keep my cool Then when I'm alone No one around I'll cry and scream And break down If someone doesn't like me I get upset I need To be the best Mistakes are okay For others, not me Will someone please » Continue Reading

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Monster

Category: Writing and Poetry

I open my eyes And what do I see? Two red eyes Staring at me So satanic So vile At first I was In denial But now I see In my mind The monster I didn't want to find It haunts me Forever more Hiding the truth Behind a door. » Continue Reading

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Mentally Ill

Category: Writing and Poetry

I can't sit still I take pills To make me happy So I don't get snappy I feel numb They think I'm dumb Maybe it's true Thinking thoughts I don't want to Why do I try? Not allowed to cry Not allowed to feel I wish this wasn't real My sunshine's gone I won't last long But I still keep a smile Just for a while Maybe it's fake May » Continue Reading

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Butterfly (FT. Chiaki)

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm a butterfly Flying high Wondering Why? She had beauty She had grace She made flowers bloom All over the place But the butterfly Oh so sad Could not see her beauty And all she had This poem Has a theme For butterflies Cannot see their wings. » Continue Reading

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Anger (FT. Abby)

Category: Writing and Poetry

Sitting silent Sitting still I keep my mouth shut Until Their words seep in Through my pores And through my skin More and more I feel a fire In my soul They're about to Pay the toll Seeing red But still silent Bottle it up Until I get violent At that point It's already done The anger Has already won. » Continue Reading

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