"Music.."
15 bodily.. please keep in mind when interacting...!
Last active:
SpaceHey Blog URL:
https://blog.spacehey.com/toko_fukawa
Category: Writing and Poetry
I can't sit still I take pills To make me happy So I don't get snappy I feel numb They think I'm dumb Maybe it's true Thinking thoughts I don't want to Why do I try? Not allowed to cry Not allowed to feel I wish this wasn't real My sunshine's gone I won't last long But I still keep a smile Just for a while Maybe it's fake May » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm a butterfly Flying high Wondering Why? She had beauty She had grace She made flowers bloom All over the place But the butterfly Oh so sad Could not see her beauty And all she had This poem Has a theme For butterflies Cannot see their wings. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Sitting silent Sitting still I keep my mouth shut Until Their words seep in Through my pores And through my skin More and more I feel a fire In my soul They're about to Pay the toll Seeing red But still silent Bottle it up Until I get violent At that point It's already done The anger Has already won. » Continue Reading
— 2 Kudos
Category: Writing and Poetry
I had fun with you that day I was happy when they'd say "You can sleep in that room tonight" Unaware I'd have to fight You took my innocence and ripped it out I wanted to scream and cry and shout I play it over in my head Each night I go to bed Paralyzed and scared of you This trauma still feels new You ran this river dry I still want to cry What did you do to me? Why can't you let me be? B » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Drowning in sorrow Depression getting the best of me I can't swim I can't breathe Slowly and calmly Down I sink It's not as scary As you'd think I can't move I can't swim I can't let Anyone in I'm paralyzed Drowning in sorrow I can't get up So I'll try again tomorrow. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Once apon a time I loved myself Just as I loved Everyone else But those days are over River runs dry As I try hard Not to cry Just looking in the mirror Causes me pain I look down Utterly ashamed Throw it up I can't quit In I breathe Out I spit I love myself no more I hate myself And that's something You can't hel » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
What if one day I fly away Would you be sad? Would you be mad? Do you care? Knowing I live in complete despair? I want to be free To be able to be me But that's not what you see You don't see me I don't care if I die I don't even want to be alive Life has only caused me pain My death wouldn't be in vain I'd feel joy Instead of feeling like a toy. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I try my best To fit in I try my best Not to sin I try my best To be what you like I try my best To be nice I try my best Not to cry I try my best To not want to die I try my best But it's tough When I can never Be enough. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Mixed feelings Don't want to die I don't know why I even try You can't help Unless she hits You can't help me With her fits It's all my fault That's what I'm told All your lies Are getting old You say you love me It's not true I know what I have to do It's my only escape There's nothing else I will have to Kill myself. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
No one believes me I'm all alone Way to scared To go home I know her tricks I knoe her plans I just can't seem To understand What did I do To deserve this pain I feel like I'm going insane I try my best To make them see She doesn't really Have love for me So long ago You were my mom But now I see That's all gone » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
It started small Not very big I had still Wanted to live Then I stayed up All night crying I felt like I was dying Just one cut Maybe two Okay now I swear I'm thorugh But, yet It wasn't enough Then, daily I had to cut Things got worse At my home And I felt All alone I had known What I had t » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I never thought of suicide It never crossed my mind Till I was sitting all alone Not a friend, not a home Not a single person to say "Honey, please, just live today" I tried my best to push it back But I couldn't fight, and that's a fact Just a pill, or two, or three Soon I'm buckling at the knees Getting yelled at by you "What were you thinking? What did you do?" Soon my arguing comes to a hault » Continue Reading
Report User
