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Category: Writing and Poetry
She used to be smart And talented and gifted But now she just wants This curse to be lifted That's been there Since late fourth grade When her gift Began to fade She was no longer As she was before She would break down And fall on the floor She feels like a failure Like nothing at all So she became A marinette doll Only existing For others use Not even caring I » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
She smiled wide To hide her tears She tried her best To hide her fear Of being different Of being wrong Her thought ask "Who would care if you were gone?" She cares for others But not herself Wishing she Was someone else Hiding behind Her smiling eyes She feels like She wants to die She cuts herself But no one knows She hates herself From head to toe She » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
He was nineteen She was twelve She didn't want to leave him By himself He had used her She didn't care It left her best friend In despair Her best friend couldn't Make her see All she needed Was to be free From his grasp From his curse From then on It only got worse Her body was His very own toy And yet she still Loved the boy But little did she know » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I heard you yell across the room And I felt impending doom Knowing that everyone knew All of them, not just a few They knew what I had tried to hide They knew the truth deep down inside I tried my best to conceal My throwing up at every meal But you yell across the room I might as well be in a tomb "Just don't do it" you say It's not that easy, day by day I question if I will survive If I don't w » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
You won't give up on me But you see I've given up on myself How can you tell That I will survive If I don't want to be alive? You say You have hope anyway I spit it out Can't keep it down Force it in The world spins On my knees Begging please Shaking Quaking Breaking. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I hate my body I hate my life This is why I want to die You don't understand You never will I don't want to Yet I fill The toilet up Spit it out I want to scream I want to shout I need control Of this at least As I puke A whole feast But you see It's control I lost I hate it all But I can't stop » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Keep it down In the ground My heart pounds I hear the sound I gag and choke Wishing I hadn't spoke Poking my throat I've lost all hope Spit it out I want to shout Head down I really doubt That I can survive But I can try Tears I cry I'm scared to die I want to stop But I cannot Tears so hot I slowly rot. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I hate myself You hate me too I don't know why I trusted you I sang for you My beautiful song I don't know what I did wrong You used me up And now I'm gone You left me alone Like a small weak fawn You held me up You held me high You held me in The clouds and sky You let me go You let me fall I feel like A stupid d » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
"Kill yourself somewhere else" That was a big help I wonder why? Why do I try? No one would care If I'm in despair I lost my youth When I learned the truth It only gets worse All this hurt All this pain All in vain Am I willing to take My only escape? » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Voices Choices Noises Pointless I feel small In the middle of it all The world so tall I hear them call My name out loud They're so proud Then knock me down On the ground I feel like nothing While they're fussing Loudly cussing I need something To help me calm When everything's wrong I hum a song It won't be long » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Everything dies Not plant nor animal will eternally survive So why do we try? If one day human kind inevitably dies The world would go on There would still be dusk and dawn The grass would still grow on the lawn And who would know we were gone? The moon would still go around The seeds would still sprout out of the ground Not a single human found But the birds would still make their so » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I was stupid In my youth I did not Know the truth Even family Will betray I learned That fateful day Clothes off "It's okay" That's what you Would constantly say After all this Pain again I'm supposed to Be your friend "Family" What a lie This is why I want to die. » Continue Reading
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