Let out

It started small

Not very big

I had still

Wanted to live

Then I stayed up

All night crying

I felt like

I was dying

Just one cut

Maybe two

Okay now

I swear I'm thorugh

But, yet

It wasn't enough

Then, daily

I had to cut

Things got worse

At my home

And I felt

All alone

I had known

What I had to do

I took some pills

Just a few

It's all my fault

That's what you say

I think on that

Every day

You say I'm selfish

You say I'm mean

Yet I want to die

In my teens

I feel like

My childhood's gone

I never got

The love of a mom.