My 11

I had fun with you that day

I was happy when they'd say

"You can sleep in that room tonight"

Unaware I'd have to fight

You took my innocence and ripped it out

I wanted to scream and cry and shout

I play it over in my head

Each night I go to bed

Paralyzed and scared of you

This trauma still feels new

You ran this river dry

I still want to cry

What did you do to me?

Why can't you let me be?

But it will never go away

With me it'll always stay.