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"Family" Pt.1

Category: Writing and Poetry

I was stupid In my youth I did not Know the truth Upstairs Getting high My only question Is why? Over children You chose drugs You are just A bunch of slugs I was there When you fought You didn't care If I would rot "Family" What a lie This is why I want to die. » Continue Reading

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Growing up

Category: Writing and Poetry

I have no wisdom I have no words I only have All this hurt Nothing to give Though I can take your pain from you But more would await So I will not For if I take now You won't be prepared For the pain all around I must wait patient This hurts me too But your future Is up to you So fly little bird Leave the nest All I can » Continue Reading

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No food

Category: Writing and Poetry

I don't want any food I really don't mean to be rude I'm just not in the mood But is that really the truth? The answer is no Food makes me fat, don't you know? Since that is so The answer is no Food I don't need And yet you plead For me to eat A horrid deed Head down Vomiting out I want to shout I really doubt That I will survive » Continue Reading

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The world

Category: Writing and Poetry

People dying Children crying Government lying But I'm still trying Pollution flows Garbage blows Where'd the peace go? I wouldn't know Was it ever there? Did they ever care? Life isn't fair And this world is a nightmare People lie People die People cry Why do I try? Put on a smile Pretend it's worthwhile Deaths so vile » Continue Reading

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Mask

Category: Writing and Poetry

I put on a mask To complete my task Please don't ask Why I bask In my tears I have for years Hiding my fears Hoping no one hears Tears go down my cheek I feel so weak I can barely speak I'm in so deep Nothing comes out As I scream and shout My feelings sprout I really doubt My ability to survive This pain inside How can » Continue Reading

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Systemhood

Category: Writing and Poetry

Voices talking On and on Making me wonder If something's wrong In this body That is not mine I start to question Who am I? I stare at the mirror And think to myself "Why does it show Somebody else?" Voices coming From nowhere Making me ask "Who is there?" Never alone My life is shared If only Someone cared. » Continue Reading

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Haunted house

Category: Writing and Poetry

Haunted house Ghosts inside Of all those Who have died Inside Voices speak And shadow monsters Well, they creep Little voices Whisper soft Inside they stay Forever locked Lost souls Forever stuck The haunted house Is out of luck. » Continue Reading

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Too loud

Category: Writing and Poetry

Loud It's too loud It's too loud All around I try my best To block it out To try to not Hear a sound Yet I fail Again and again This is why I hate men Yelling yelling Oh so loud There is Too much sound. » Continue Reading

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Silent scream

Category: Writing and Poetry

I stand there Still Not of My own will It's like duck tape On my mouth I can't Let it out Chest tight I can't breathe Why does this Have to be? I cannot move I cannot shout I cannot seem To let it out Whether real Or just a dream No one hears My silent scream. » Continue Reading

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Food

Category: Writing and Poetry

Food I hate It is something I cannot take Gaining weight Oh so sad Food is Oh so bad I hate my body But for what? Because of what Others put In my mind I cannot eat It is One bad feat Throw it up Loss of weight You've arrived Far too late. » Continue Reading

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This isn't about pearls

Category: Writing and Poetry

A pretty pearl Once was mine But was stolen In no time Pretty thing Forever lost She took it At what cost? I fought and fought Yet I failed I fought and fought To no avail Once stolen It was no more And it left me Oh so sore My pretty pearl Now all gone It has been Far too long. » Continue Reading

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Dissociation

Category: Writing and Poetry

Loss of time Loss of self I feel like Someone else In this body That is not mine Walking on A thin thin line I must fake Being Bea I cannot Truely be me I try my best To spread my word But I remain Not seen nor heard Mirrors mirrors Look away Days are blurring  Into days. » Continue Reading

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