ED

I hate my body

I hate my life

This is why

I want to die

You don't understand

You never will

I don't want to

Yet I fill

The toilet up

Spit it out

I want to scream

I want to shout

I need control

Of this at least

As I puke

A whole feast

But you see

It's control I lost

I hate it all

But I can't stop

"I'm fine"

What a lie

Will it take me?

Or will I survive?