You yelled across the room

I heard you yell across the room

And I felt impending doom

Knowing that everyone knew

All of them, not just a few

They knew what I had tried to hide

They knew the truth deep down inside

I tried my best to conceal

My throwing up at every meal

But you yell across the room

I might as well be in a tomb

"Just don't do it" you say

It's not that easy, day by day

I question if I will survive

If I don't want to be alive

But now I need outside help

To fight a war against myself.