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fighting the pain again

Category: Life

i knowwww my anxiety is coming back again and it is so bad this time it has returned with a vengeance  at night i will go to sleep at 2 am and wake up at 5 and cannot go to bed again but if i fall asleep in the day i will sleep straight through my alarms with no recollection of them ever going off; so I'm afraid to sleep in the past two days i have only eaten thrice but i am still bloated and I'm ... » Continue Reading

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lol ik i’m the least favorite roommate 😞

Category: Blogging

my roommate flew out to hang out with my other three roommates who all live in the same town and i didn’t know at all lol » Continue Reading

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feeling jaded and lost!!! oh my god!!

Category: Blogging

i just i knew this would happen but everything’s kind of quietly falling a part and i feel lost!!! my friend group with everyone has a lot of quiet wounds that’s made everyone not really close/comfortable with each other anymore and i just don’t feel happy with them anymore so i don’t want to talk to them and ofc sage is never available to talk to so i don’t want to trust her because she’s always ... » Continue Reading

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romance??!?@?!?@!?@?!@

Category: Blogging

i've been thinking about it because i feel like i truly just fall in love with any pisces man walking the earth so like... why pisces??!?@?!@? and so i'm a leo  and i just kinda hate it when people are obsessed with me but also inside my heart i'm like yesssssss be obsessed with me you love to love me so i think i like pisces because they are always in their own world so 1) they're likely not to b... » Continue Reading

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today i did something awful (?)

Category: Blogging

my brother made me get mcdonalds for him but i didn’t want to so i got him mcdonalds but as i was driving home i turned too hard and the open bag spilled over and all the fries fell out the bag so i pulled over and and put the fries from the floor of my car back into the carton and put everything back in the bag and gave it to my brother for him to eat when i got home yeah » Continue Reading

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my crystals ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

i have tigers eye  white quartz rose quartz carnelian  black tourmaline citrine should i get anything else based off of the crazy shit i've explained in this blog orrr what LOOOL » Continue Reading

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being better than everyone day 6692

Category: Blogging

i am so sick of being dismissed and diminished by my roommates it's literally going to drive me CRAZY if it hasn't already I've literally taken to ignoring my roommates when they call out for me for my sanity. is that proper etiquette morally? no. i don't give a fuck though electra literally will give me the silent treatment and will disagree with me on the stupidest things as if I'm the biggest v... » Continue Reading

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loooooooooooooooool whyyyyyyyyyyyyy do i want my professor

Category: Blogging

he literally acts zesty af but HAS A WIFE AND CAT CHILDREN???? AND I'M ATTRACTED TO HIM???? men talking about music theory is literally my kryptonite maybe that's why it's literally so sick maybe I'm just sleep deprived and touch starved like i just needed to vent ok bye » Continue Reading

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BEING THE BEST IS NOT THE POINT

Category: Blogging

I HATE THAT I AM SO BAD AT SO MANY THINGS!!! but also I am paying THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS for my school to TEACH ME HOW TO BE BETTER AT SAID THINGS SO I HAVE TO GIVE MYSELF GRACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE UGHHHHHH IT ALSO DOESN'T HELP THAT MY PEERS ARE SO HYPERCOMPETITIVE AND THEY ALL HAVE EGOS THE SIZE OF THE WORLD TRADE CENTER I just need to do my best. I'm already in the program! i just have to put effort in... » Continue Reading

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11 days

Category: Life

linnea tried starting a confrontation w me and i just completely shut down so hopefully she will leave me alone my boss and i follow each other on ig now and i hope we do something before i leave! bc i think he bewitched me or smt bc i'm lowk obsessed now LOL i'm moving to nyc in 11 days. i'm so stoked and so terrified. i need to pack i gave my mom a build a bear that has me singing a lullaby as a... » Continue Reading

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I'M IN LOVE WITH MY BOSS (it's a different one from the one that i talked abt last time vouch)

Category: Blogging

he is very cute  (*´;ェ;`*) and he is only three years older than me BUT like obviously he is my boss. so how tf am i meant to like shoot my shot that is so embarassing but ik he thinks i am also cute fr. like i could be tripping bc obviously boss watches you do your job but he spent alot more time looking at me than my other coworkers and rather than watching me work he would like be looking in my... » Continue Reading

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funeral story

Category: Life

yesterday i went to a funeral for a lady that was 100 before she died (idk i just thought that was cool to mention and at the funeral i guess someone was watching a video of her because over the funeral home's speakers we all hear "my grandson... i love you so much! i miss you forever, i can't wait for you to come home..." mushy stuff like that but My first reaction was that she had risen from the... » Continue Reading

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