helena

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brain dump

Category: Blogging

the body at your feet will be just enough to make you care you speak of peace but act shocked when people tell you to speak of peace  how come things have changed? wheres that 'little old me' im supposed to be afraid of?  living freely comes at a price nowadays and i/they cant pay it.  » Continue Reading

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so progress report

Category: Blogging

i am missing u to death. good evenight, daytime whatever time it is for you. i hope you all are doing well. as well as you can anyway.  this week and the last have just felt like absolute tourture. my mood swings remind me of the kindergarden playground. everytime i think i cant somehow feel worse and then i do. who wouldve thunk. anyway. i move out in a little more than a month for college. i am ... » Continue Reading

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shes my winona

Category: Romance and Relationships

she means the world to me. id give them all the stars in the sky if it meant that we could lay intwined together forever. i feel like i dont prove that enough. everytime i post a confession for her im hidden where no one can find it. a spare, an alterate (like me but. somehow not) with no audience. shitty open mic i hope she will find this. somehow. if i dont show it to her before then. i hope she... » Continue Reading

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just a pace car on death

Category: Blogging

my brain hurts. my legs hurt from walking around. im so fucking tired and stressed but idk what to do because it never stops. life never fucking stops i just want to sleep for days at a time. ive been working alot. which is a good thing because i used to have a problem about calling out and not going to work. so ive actually been showing up. but they keep putting me in the one place i hate being a... » Continue Reading

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— 1 Kudos

a man, a woman, & the corpses of 1000 evil men.

Category: Music

where do i even start this post. 20 years ago, My Chemical Romance released 'Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge.' This album changed MCR's career, and the world along with it. This record with a rather gruesome story about a man needing to murder to return to the love of his life, only to find out so much along the way (including the fact hes gay! who knew) is something that has impacted me so much in... » Continue Reading

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upsidee insideee out livin la vida loca

Category: Blogging

hola! today was. strange to say the least. work was fine. nothing too interesting there, however, everything just felt weird. i kept thinking time was an hour ahead of what it actually was. but i went out in the world, got nails, food and stuff. put the nails on. typing is hard now. i dont think the updates are gonna be as frequent as they are now because like. yeah im actually using this account!... » Continue Reading

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living loving and then dying

Category: Blogging

so if u don't know i graduated...... yippee i guess but anyway i have the urge to just unfollow and unadd everyone. just to go about my life.  i barely have friends it rlly wouldn't make a difference.  also everyone here is like 14 which is rlly scary ,(no offense but u guys actually are horrifying) but if u need life advice and have no one to go to i guess i can be ur girl. i like helping ppl and... » Continue Reading

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at work

Category: Life

hey party ppl!!! im actually so tired and really want to go home but i get off in like 20 mins! this job genuinely is so tiring and draining but no one else will or would hire me and im too lazy to go find a new job. did you guys know that there is apparebtly at least 7 other people in the worls that look exactly like you? the bar put that fact on their little whiteboard thing, i thought it was su... » Continue Reading

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