shes my winona

she means the world to me. id give them all the stars in the sky if it meant that we could lay intwined together forever. i feel like i dont prove that enough.

everytime i post a confession for her im hidden where no one can find it. a spare, an alterate (like me but. somehow not) with no audience. shitty open mic

i hope she will find this. somehow. if i dont show it to her before then. i hope shes not mad. obviously i scream how much i love her in public, i post her. im not a bad girlfriend (at least for the most part). i just need everyone in the world to know the fucking love i hold in my heart for you honey please let me lead us through life and to the end of our time on this earth.

"lately ive been going through it" and i feel like its emotional motional sickness. corkscrew. platform. hopefully it reaches the peak soon, or it already has. how the fuck am i supposed to know. i constantly feel like im in the bottomless pit. i know theres a way out if i wait till the end of the episode but. im too lazy to watch it right now

xoo lenabanana