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my parents come back at midnight tn
after being away for 3 weeks
i got like a tutorial for living alone although i'm no stranger to being ditched for vacations
marsh is currently sleeping and i'm waiting for them to wake up to start vacuuming the whole house
i hate the sound of vacuumes
i don't have many physical overstimulation things
but noise
omg
i asked my mom once whats something that has been constant about me since i was a baby and she said the fact that i hate any loud noise that isn't music
i would never let her blow dry my hair because if it
or id cry whenever the neighbours brought the leaf blower out
i've got really good hearing for like distance but i get nerfed by audio processing issues related to dyslexia
i love loud music tho
music is choreographed organized noise
even if it's loud
it's all calculated to sound good
i think it's also why i really like any music as long as it's cohesive
like a song can be objectively dog shit lyric wise but as long as the background noise is bopable i'll bop
there is music playing in my head 24/7
one of my brain radio stations is just non stop whatever songs i'm obsessed with rn
i feel like my brain is a whole cast of characters and there is constantly more noise than just my own
or i guess it's all my own
but it doesn't feel like it's all me
but it is because i'm just a brain in a meat suit
so why even rn it's hard to type because my brain is thinking in 3 different perspectives and im only writing down one of them
does that make sense ?
idk maybe everyone feels this way and just never talks about it
n e wayzzzz im going to go smoke and eat brecky
toodles4now~~~~
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Ghost
smoking turns all the radio stations off for like a half hour