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been house sitting for my cousin these past few days and the entire time i've just binge watched the good place and ate fruit salads
it's been awesome
also taking care of her cat
robert goulet
amazing name for a cat
brain is keeping me awake thinking about every disappointment ever
tired of being used for other peoples self discovery then getting tossed aside expected to just be ok with shit :/
my highschool friend group has officially disbanded
long time coming and can't say i'm upset really
but it does feel bittersweet at times
i hate that i look like my brother
everytime i look in the mirror now i see him
i don't hate my brother but i don't love how he acts emotionally
and i don't want to have his face i want a face of my own
but i've got my mothers cheeks and my fathers eyes
i go through cycles of self loathing and currently i'm neck deep in thinking about how much i hate myself
every atom slightly off
i miss mochi been away from him for a few days :/
i'm sick and tired of existing
k going to bed now rant over
hopefully writing my thoughts down even though i skipped a couple will help me sleep
toodles4now~~~
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pidge
i doubt it makes any difference but you should know that when i look at you i dont see your dad, your mom, or your brother
ive only ever seen you, whatever that means
its never been anyone elses to me, just yours
the face ive known since i was in da crib
the face that mochi farts on
the face that has been thru some crazy stuff but is still together
i love ur face because it smiles and laughs and does a ton of important stuff that makes ppl happy !!
and maybe its just a symptom of knowin u for so long that i dont rlly process that ur face might look like someone elses face
cause like i see ur face and im like oh! i know that face, thats not anybody elses face, cause that face is a very specific perosn who i care abt
anyway its lovin ghosti hours
💖just logged on and saw this love u stinky
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