keeping hopes neutral saw scott pilgrim with ryan and squarely also went to block party with lya ~ bitches all around hopefully things go my way and i slay n e wayzzz short update but slay ok bye mwah !~ » Continue Reading
i need everyone to look away for a moment. r u gone? good. UGHHHH I WANT A GF SO BAD THIS IS EMBARRASSING AT THIS POINT!!!!! I GOT DUMPED LIKE IN DECEMBER ITS BEEN LONG ENOUGH!!! Was all mopey and in my newfound love for being alone i discovered being alone sucks and i'm bored of it and i miss feeling affection dawg and just little gay romance ughhhhhhh girls are so much harder to acquire then m » Continue Reading
if i go missing today i need y'all to look into toronto cat sitters LOL i'm supposed to meet my employer today at starbucks but last night i got an email saying his stupid son has covid so i gotta pick up the employee manual from his porch which sounds like a murder plot if i've ever heard one but ima still do it because i really need this job so slay! make sure to tell mochi (my cat) that i didn... » Continue Reading
this is a story of how a bafoon (sadly i,) fell for a straight girl (ok idk if she's straight but she has a bf) n e wayzz we met at the rave and she's so pretty we clicked sooooo welll UGHH stupid boyfriend :P hope i can see her again whatever the romance version of art block is just happened well can u tell i had a great night! the rave was awesome!!! met so many people and just slayed » Continue Reading
well we'll well film boy u seem to be quite intrigued i've made a friend (spoiler) and he's was in my history class we hung out once and smoked so after i saw ryan today and attempted to see izzy by fate! he saw my text and asked if i wanted 2 go to a bar tn and i waz like duhbhb so now 2 bars and a park smoke stop + meeting his friend smoke stop + greg is reaaaaaallly mad at me for coming home ... » Continue Reading
my yaiyai called today we only ever have short calls but i always enjoy them she told me she hasn't been feeling well she's really old i'm scared i hope she's ok :) we r having dinner with her tmr i hope it doesn't get canceled i love her ok toodles4now » Continue Reading
and drugs, and friends, and things that make you happy like seeing a pretty item in a store and managing to snag it successfully, or creating a painting in your brain and actually producing something that matches up to your vision! ✨ but today i woke up feeling like i had nothing left to do but die ✨ i call it a bad brain day because i know i have many things to live for my cat #1 reason to live ... » Continue Reading
had a pretty ok day today made a cool outfit :+10 swag fought with mom : -5 mood got nails done : +5 swag saw shirley : +100 mood smoked and had fun : +10 swag +15 fun binge ate a bunch of sweets : -25 mood ✨ so ya was decent im a bit of a glutton though for everything once me and ryan were talking about the 7 deadly sins (because we r gay) and we established that im gluttony. whic » Continue Reading
i haven't had a nightmare in so long as a kid i used to get really bad really vivid chronic nightmares. it sucked! also came with sleep paralysis which sucked even worse but thankfully i haven't had sleep paralysis in a long while!! all these came from 1) being on the internet at a young age with no parental control and 2) my older siblings and cousins would often show me scary movies and send me ... » Continue Reading
If you were to ask me what my dream house looked like you would probably get exactly what my sisters new place looks like. It's like i've been there in my dreams before i had ever stepped foot in there for the first time (today). she has all our old furniture i thought my mom threw out and i realized my whole life i've been looking up to her and she has made a huge impact on my personality. needl... » Continue Reading
i haven't blogged in like a week!! so cruel to all my fans ik i hope u all can forgive me~~~ lol anyways this week has been pretty BORING!!!!!!!! me and michael got a bunch of pony beads and started making kandi for a rave we r going to which has been keeping me sane i love making these silly little bracelets~~~ also had a pretty fun time with dani, katya and michael where we just sat around maki... » Continue Reading
i love being lazy i'm lazy to my core if i can not do something i usually will!! it's not like i hate everything i just hate excessive energy like i wish i was a greek god sitting and lounging eating grapes and having belly rolls while covered in sexy jewelry and only having to wear a cloth! my greek blood has cursed me to be lazy but right now i'm forced to be lazy since i'm recovering and that ... » Continue Reading