my yaiyai called today we only ever have short calls but i always enjoy them she told me she hasn't been feeling well she's really old i'm scared i hope she's ok :) we r having dinner with her tmr i hope it doesn't get canceled i love her ok toodles4now » Continue Reading
and drugs, and friends, and things that make you happy like seeing a pretty item in a store and managing to snag it successfully, or creating a painting in your brain and actually producing something that matches up to your vision! ✨ but today i woke up feeling like i had nothing left to do but die ✨ i call it a bad brain day because i know i have many things to live for my cat #1 reason to live ... » Continue Reading
had a pretty ok day today made a cool outfit :+10 swag fought with mom : -5 mood got nails done : +5 swag saw shirley : +100 mood smoked and had fun : +10 swag +15 fun binge ate a bunch of sweets : -25 mood ✨ so ya was decent im a bit of a glutton though for everything once me and ryan were talking about the 7 deadly sins (because we r gay) and we established that im gluttony. whic » Continue Reading
i haven't had a nightmare in so long as a kid i used to get really bad really vivid chronic nightmares. it sucked! also came with sleep paralysis which sucked even worse but thankfully i haven't had sleep paralysis in a long while!! all these came from 1) being on the internet at a young age with no parental control and 2) my older siblings and cousins would often show me scary movies and send me ... » Continue Reading
If you were to ask me what my dream house looked like you would probably get exactly what my sisters new place looks like. It's like i've been there in my dreams before i had ever stepped foot in there for the first time (today). she has all our old furniture i thought my mom threw out and i realized my whole life i've been looking up to her and she has made a huge impact on my personality. needl... » Continue Reading
i haven't blogged in like a week!! so cruel to all my fans ik i hope u all can forgive me~~~ lol anyways this week has been pretty BORING!!!!!!!! me and michael got a bunch of pony beads and started making kandi for a rave we r going to which has been keeping me sane i love making these silly little bracelets~~~ also had a pretty fun time with dani, katya and michael where we just sat around maki... » Continue Reading
i love being lazy i'm lazy to my core if i can not do something i usually will!! it's not like i hate everything i just hate excessive energy like i wish i was a greek god sitting and lounging eating grapes and having belly rolls while covered in sexy jewelry and only having to wear a cloth! my greek blood has cursed me to be lazy but right now i'm forced to be lazy since i'm recovering and that ... » Continue Reading
i hate that mf for real!!! tylenol has always hurt my tummy so when the doc was like take this every 4 hours and it's the STRONGEST TYLENOL immediate red flag in my brain so i tried it!! ..... and i threw up every time i tried to take it (which hurt so bad coughing and vomiting with stitches SUCKS) so! i've decided to raw dog it! no pain meds at all just pure and utter TERROR it hasn't been » Continue Reading
getting sliced and diced tmr so that's exciting !!!! omg no seriously i cannot wait or even fathom that this is happening. ✨ i don't even know what it will feel or look like (i've never gone for surgery or really any heavy medical procedures) ✨ im lowkey scared of doctors and shit like that but i'm a big boy i'll figure it out. ✨ i used to really wanna be a coroner because it's all the fun of bei... » Continue Reading
Snapchat memories be like 4 years ago today 🤭 u were SA😝😚 n e ways the lego batman movie is one of my favourite movies for many reasons such as...! -the plot and story is well rounded and heartwarming -lego as a animation medium is so cool and perfect -the humour is exactly the same as mine -while i was getting traumatized the movie was my distraction yikes!! » Continue Reading
working,,,,,so draining,,,, my god,,,, i've worked friday, yesterday and i'm working today!! (friday was pay and a half so that was swag) i feel like i'm dying though this is why i can never hold a job for longer than 6 months i burn out so quickly, i know friends who can keep like 3 jobs and still have energy to see people (idk how mfs must know the recipe to some serious cracked out energy supp... » Continue Reading
my job decided hey!! let's not actually send the schedule and just assume they know when to come in!!! :D that would work!!! also was apparently supposed to work today (oops) but my manager was like whatever u didn't see so swag she's pre nice ughhhh n e ways i have to work tmr :( was supposed to have easter dinner with my fam and ryan but now i gotta leave early :///// weeeelllll at least it's m... » Continue Reading