i wrote a lil thing for the beggining of my book so here it is pls enjoy :3! (the book is definetly a gorey horror about mental health and capitalism and shit. i like to write about my feelings and experiences) » Continue Reading
i love writing my every thought down and then publishing it for the world of spacehey to see...... *sighhhhhh* technology is my favorite fuckin thing » Continue Reading
so ive been getting really bad delusions and paranoia recently- i keep convincing myself im being watched and that everyones aganst me and that kinda sucks fr. im starting to think i have schizophrenia but im scared if i tell my mom shell think im faking for attention and im trying to mske her feel bad or something because shes taking so long to get me therapy. idk i just have no idea what to do a... » Continue Reading
i see a lot of people talking abt how they keep seeing these profiles pop up in their "cool new people" thingy but i havent seen any as of late. maybe theyre getting modded before i see them?? not like i wanna see them but ive seen gore before so idrc. im just wondering wth is going on lmaoooooo » Continue Reading
i turned off my notifications on all my social media apps and i went on do not disturb on discord. ive honestly been needing time for myself so im just taking time off. im totally still gonna use spacehey because its an addiction but im honestly just not talking to any of my friends or using social media. im worried my friends totally hate me so im hoping this either makes me realize they dont, or... » Continue Reading
ive been trying to wake up early for like a month and a half AND ITS NOT WORKINGGG!!! it gets to like 11:00 pm and im like "oh i should go to bed" and then i get DISTRACTED and i end up going to bed at like 2:00 am and then i wake up at 12:00 and im just sad and its a never ending cycle HELP » Continue Reading
Okay so life has honestly been kinda crummy recently uhmm my delusions and hallucinations and paranoia and shit are getting worse so thats just lovely and my mom still hasnt gotten me therapy which kinda sucks 😭. Other than that though, its honestly been kinda a basic summer (other than my brother having life changing spine surgery, oh well). I just cant wait for summer to be overrrrr so i can fin... » Continue Reading