i wrote a songy little poem thing about how i feel rn :)

TW: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, VIOLENCE, AND SUICIDE :3

I dont give a shit about the bugs that wanna bite me

I dont give a shit if my parents kinda hate me

I dont give a shit if my friends worry about me

I dont give a shit if people are looking at me
I dont give a shit if anyone or anything
Gets in my way without warning
Ill stab that fucker till theyre on the fucking brink
I dont give a shit what the other kids think

I fucking hate anyone who isnt me
In fact i fucking hate everyone including me
I like to cut my skin i like the way it bleeds
Im just a human like any other fiend
I hate being a monster cus thats all they see
I hate myself because myself is never me
And i fucking hate myself because im letting myself go
And people fucking hate because im annoying just for show
I wish i could just run away
Im fucked up in some different way
That nobody can understand
Im fucked up in some special way
So that one day youll find me hanged