i have been feeling nauseous, not showering and/or barely taking care of myself or touching grass. i am barely eating or drinking, just rotting in bed and being chronically online. i genuinely don't wanna fucking do this anymore. i am just probably going to asphyxiate myself with a bag or whatever. i just wanna die and rest peacefully without constant issues with my diabetes, anxiety and mundane l... » Continue Reading
ultrakill and t1d is the worst combo- the game is very fun but the adrenaline causes my bloodsugar to spike 11/10 might kill me html:before { background-image: url(https » Continue Reading
i have been having the worst urge to relapse again and this is gonna be me ranting like an edgy shit head but- i just wanna see the cuts bleeding, i love seeing the blood drip down, i love the scars it shows, even though i know my parents are gonna be distraught and such. but i just kinda love the feel also? i hate sounding like this but i just wanna start again, i look at old pictures of my cuts,... » Continue Reading
this was peak childhood, i am so sad it has turned to shit- i occassionally log in just dress up a bit and such, but the servers are practically dead. also i do not tolerate booniestarplanet slander- that shit was also PEAK (i was so hyperfixated on it and sobbed when it got deleted) also who remembers the dolly, miss filly, etc. that gave me nightmares but now i find it funny lol (I JUST REMEMBER... » Continue Reading
so i am sick and i just got my period and i feel like i am on life support (i rarely get a cold/sick so whenever i do get sick- it's just fucking hell) html:before { background-image: url(https://external-media.spacehey.net/media/slAI1Lwt025Tz4ZT8ZitPMTfseuudt8B-GZMlA-ElNRE=/https://files.catbox.moe/vnbksc.gif); content: ""; height: 300%; left: -50%; opacity: .05; positi » Continue Reading
TW // EATING DISORDERS!!!! - - - so i have been sick these past 3 days (just a mild cold) but i feel nauseous every night since my binge eating has been so fucking awful, i am currently laying in bed, bloated and just sick since i had been eating too much. i feel like a huge pig, i am fat and i just wanna be locked in a basement to be starved, i am ugly. asides from that, i haven't left my room in... » Continue Reading
I AM SO HAPPY I FINALLY GOT SOME MONEY AND I COULD BUY DELTARUNE HOLY SSHITTT I COULD ONLY PLAY CHAPTER 1+2 ON MY SWITCH- I HATE THE FACT THAT I ALREADY SPOILED MYSELF BUT WHATEVER ALSO I AM SICK AS FUCK RIGHT NOW html:before { background-image: url(https://external-media.spacehey.net/media/slAI1Lwt025Tz4ZT8ZitPMTfseuudt8B-GZMlA-ElNRE=/https://files.catbox.moe/vnbksc.gif); » Continue Reading
so i was doing an endless run and i got a-60 twice aka multi monster like after 75-ish doors? huh secondly I DIDN'T HAVE A FUCKING CODE BREACHER FOR PARANOIA'S BOX AHHHHH thirdly yeah. :3 html:before { background-image: url(https://external-media.spacehey.net/media/slAI1Lwt025Tz4ZT8ZitPMTfseuudt8B-GZMlA-ElNRE=/https://files.catbox.moe/vnbksc.gif); content: ""; height: 300%; left: -50%; opacity: .0... » Continue Reading
(the flair is satire because i can) I NEED HIM IN EDDDH IHM INEED HINKM DJSNAJDVIBNSJEIDVIJNF JD I WANT AN UNDERTAKER FIGURINE OSO OBO BADLY html:before { background-image: url(https://external-media.spacehey.net/media/slAI1Lwt025Tz4ZT8ZitPMTfseuudt8B-GZMlA-ElNRE=/https://files.catbox.moe/vnbksc.gif); content: ""; height: 300%; left: -50%; opacity: .05; position: fixed; » Continue Reading
playing regetevator by myself yuhhhhhhhhhh!!1 🗣️🗣️🗣️ mister, no. i think i saw jermbo like 3 times this round- helloooo jermbo my beloved :DDDD my two favorite divorced gays » Continue Reading
DID GENSHIN DELETE MY FUCKING ACCOUNT???? I LOGGED IN THE SAME WAY I DID AND I AM AT THE FUCKING VERY BEGINNING??? I AM SO DONE- I AM SO FUCKNIG DONE html:before { background-image: url(https://external-media.spacehey.net/media/slAI1Lwt025Tz4ZT8ZitPMTfseuudt8B-GZMlA-ElNRE=/https://files.catbox.moe/vnbksc.gif); content: ""; height: 300%; left: -50%; opacity: .05; position: fixed; top: -110%; width:... » Continue Reading