title yeeeehawwwww i've never been diamond in any game before (highest i did was plat in league of legends in like 2014 before stopping and playing BETTER games with friends). also, i don't really have that drive to play enough games to get a lot of net gain; i usually play like 1-2 and give up for the day #healermain healer main healer main and omg ultron leaks he's a healer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaa... » Continue Reading
title ermmm ranking up has been pretty okay and so-so my worst enemy is being targeted as a healer and the crossroads of trying to save myself or continue trying to heal as i lose all my hp. please, turn around and look at my ass getting JUMPED !!! hopefully when i get to gold or higher, the stakes will be higher but also more intense and fun! it's been pretty one-dimensional right meow #getsteamr... » Continue Reading
I'm freaking back again to talk about Marvel Rivals. I have no idea if I've previously mentioned what roles I like playing the most, but it's healer! I thought I was gonna focus on Luna Snow, but I've been really enjoying Cloak & Dagger a whole bunch, so I've been playing them more often. I played 3 ranked matches today and went 1 - 2 ssooooooooo it'll be a grindfest I GUESS. I really like the oth... » Continue Reading
I actually don't remember how much I talked about playing Path of Exile 2 instead of Throne and Liberty now, but on top of that, I also dabble a little bit in Marvel Rivals ! The characters are a lot more enjoyable than Overwatch characters, I think, and they don't even need to build a reputation because most of the Rivals roster already are recognizable. I really like that it's kind of a clusterf... » Continue Reading
i never actually noticed how slow i do the dishes (my favourite chore btw which is why i keep writing about it) till i was in the vicinity of my mum washing the dishes a few days ago and making a comment/observation/joke about how fast she finished, to which she replied that it was because she doesn't have ocd like me. it's becoming more commonplace for my family members to notice and be aware tha... » Continue Reading
Because most, if not all, notions of mental illness has been suppressed within me (by myself and/or others) through the rejection of those notions or the reasoning out of my behaviours as a slight variation of normalcy, I've turned out to be largely naïve to identifying those symptoms within me today and maybe even intolerant of, or averse to, identifying with those symptoms. Only this year have I... » Continue Reading
what's up, gamers? as the title indicates, it is the first day after path of exile 2 early access opened up ! i don't believe a lot of the users here are aware of it because the most active demographic seems younger and would not be fans of the artstyle, but! for those who are interested and/or aware: i started with a ranger and am currently in act 2. i'm using a poison build atm but i noticed tha... » Continue Reading
re:my previous blog post, never mind i remembered what i wanted to write about! back when i was first prescribed with glasses (because getting up in the middle of class to read the board was too disruptive i guess), i only used it for classroom purposes, which meant that i spent a majority of my time playing games on the laptop without glasses (my prescription is -2.50 for both eyes at the moment ... » Continue Reading
i had a very interesting thought i wanted to write out today that i decided to put off, because i didn't feel like typing it so, instead, i'll share that [i painted my nails black today] (title drop lol) » Continue Reading
I think it's been a little over 2 years now that a core member (#1) of my 3-person friend group has dropped online activity. The other person (#2) in the 3-person friend group I don't really talk or hang out with anymore since #1's exit. Subsequently, the friend group doesn't necessarily exist anymore (i.e., it's dead). I'll refer to this og friend group as GFTHQ. (This is a secret between you and... » Continue Reading
Every several years, I'm reminded of Ripper Roo from Crash Bandicoot , a blue kangaroo with CRAZY eyes and a straitjacket for reasons >_> Ripper Roo has been my favourite Crash Bandicoot character from the franchise since Crash Team Racing ( CTR ) where I could only really comprehend the colours and the back of his low-poly model way back when. I could only ever summon his blueness as my reason fo... » Continue Reading
Happy December, fellow collective. Recently, my R and Q keys have been bugging out. My poor laptop... please continue fighting on... I need y'all for my games!!! == I have been experiencing a (concentrated) depressive episode for the past week where I had lots of brain fog and lots of dissociation. It was so bad that I couldn't bring myself to actually "do" anything except lie in bed » Continue Reading