well sure it may not be considered as real 'writing' but i pour my energy and thought into it all the same as i would if i were to write something actually formal. and let me say that this fic isn't really so good, it's bland and it's just that since it is a bit of a challenge to capture dynamics like these. anyways i hope u give it a good read, and yeah sure i may look sucky w the content of the ... » Continue Reading
I wouldn't blunt about this post as it's one of the things I really care about. So, who do I care about so much that my main motivation for spilling stories and fiction? Let's rewind: October of last year, I was really just another person, (I was enby really). I didn't think myself as someone who really "lived" I moreso believed myself to just "exist". I was happy, studious, and eccentric to say ... » Continue Reading
i never looked at my appearance as nothing more than one thing: ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY HIDEOUS. most of the goddamn time i'm VERY and not just VERY VERY but an unbearable crying, shitting, pissing and shaking type of VERY. very of what though? im sick of my own skin that's what. every waking moment i make myself to be fool and an even more foolish idiot when i try to smile and look myself upon the mi... » Continue Reading
i never looked at my appearance as nothing more than one thing: ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY HIDEOUS. most of the goddamn time i'm VERY and not just VERY VERY but an unbearable crying, shitting, pissing and shaking type of VERY. very of what though? im sick of my own skin that's what. every waking moment i make myself to be fool and an even more foolish idiot when i try to smile and look myself upon the mi... » Continue Reading
guh. rn i REALLY wnna drop school and just idk be a poet or write for money. so things in school have been! i have a laptop, wifi, phone, and roof over my head and just everything what most teenagers would ask for! then the shit train tags along and honks it's goddamn egregious horn. CHOO-FUCKING-CHOO ur comfort in life trial has expired ! like. shit. im sick of it i wanna go over and just give ... » Continue Reading
guh. rn i REALLY wnna drop school and just idk be a poet or write for money. so things in school have been! i have a laptop, wifi, phone, and roof over my head and just everything what most teenagers would ask for! then the shit train tags along and honks it's goddamn egregious horn. CHOO-FUCKING-CHOO ur comfort in life trial has expired ! like. shit. im sick of it i wanna go over and just give ... » Continue Reading
hey everyone! oh am i so excited to put forth my entire life here on this blog :3 (lol) anyways! This is my first blog! Pleased to meet you all! » Continue Reading