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Hung Up
Category: Romance and Relationships
https://youtu.be/EDwb9jOVRtU A race against time. 22 miles ahead of you. » Continue Reading
Disappointing
Category: Romance and Relationships
https://youtu.be/zgUKQCVieWM I hope I never see you again » Continue Reading
It's December. Already?!
Category: Life
It's December. Christmas season. Holiday blues. And one job ahead for me. This year has flown by really fast, hasn't it? It feels like it was January, February, then straight to December. And everything in between just became a blur. I've just been quiet lately. I don't feel like saying much. I've been spending my days thinking, work, more thinking, and sleeping the thoughts off. This wasn't a ver... » Continue Reading
Down with the sickness
Category: Life
I'm sick. Started yesterday with a sore throat, ended with a bad cough, back pain, and a headache. Took some meds, headache is gone. Going to take the day off. Hopefully I get better quickly. There's a song by this title. But it's too hardcore for my mood right now. Here's something softer » Continue Reading
Winter 2022
Category: Life
Winter's setting in. I've been getting in some special training sessions every evening for the past few weeks. And I've delayed my morning training because it's getting cold out there. I caught the flu over a week ago I think, and I decided it was time to stop running outside very early in the morning. There's a job coming up in December and I've started preparing for it. Every job needs a certain... » Continue Reading
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On loneliness and mental health
Category: Life
Sometimes I feel really lonely. I don't have any friends in real life. Just acquaintances. And for good reason. My heart is very soft. I catch feelings easily. I get attached easily. I don't know how to be just friends with someone. Because I'm too lonely. Now I have to avoid getting close to people. Sometimes I just want to open my heart and share everything I feel, let it all out » Continue Reading
On love
Category: Life
I fell in love with someone I wasn't supposed to. Catching feelings wasn't my intention. But it happened anyway. And then came the part where I had to deal with it. Deal with the fact that I'd fallen for someone who didn't want me, need me, desire me as much as I did her. And I realized that I'm not really good at dealing with it. Love is supposed to be a beautiful thing. And it is. But when you f... » Continue Reading
Into the horizon
Category: Life
There are a lot of people in this world who don't want to change. They don't want to improve. They don't want to become better. They're stuck in a toxic and vicious cycle, yet they claim no responsibility for the consequences. They don't want to be helped. They don't want to help themselves. A lot of people dwell on their past trauma and use it as an excuse for their despicable and degenerate beha... » Continue Reading