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It's definitely ridiculous that I've started this diary now when I've already basically finished the concept and am now just working the details of the script. I'm torn between endings, and I think it's because I can't fully decide what I'm trying to even say. I started off with the idea of making it unapologetically and obnoxiously feminist, and at the end of the day- it is- but I wonder if subtl... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I think to deny the power of tiktok would be insane, but not all things powerful and new are necessarily good or even needed. I think Tiktok specifically fulfills the gap of loneliness for me. My FYP is curated to show me only people who I would get along with and in time they begin to fuse into the presence of a friend. I usually want to be on tiktok because I don't want to miss out out the fun, ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I thought about this subject a lot because I really did consider that I might just be pulling a boomer thing. Y'know, like, when they said that Radio would kill music and then MTV would kill Radio and then the internet will kill TV. So far all of those predictions were true, by the ways, it's just that none of that shit ended up really mattering. So for a while I thought that that was just the wa... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
You're so beautiful and full of potential. You will do so many great things. And you say you love me forever but let's be honest. I exist for us to have a great moment together. I am just here to say the most profound thing that you'll ever remember, and a memory is all it will ever be. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I will not sit here and claim to be perfect, but my moral compass is very simple: the golden rule is the answer to kindness. If your goal is to be a kind person, it’s as easy as treating people the way you wish they would treat you. I have tried to live by this as best as I could in the last few years: but obviously I haven’t been perfect at it. There was a lot of anger and sadness within me espe... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
If anyone right now would ask me what high school was like for me, my knee-jerk reaction would probably be to say "it was pretty normal." I don't have the same disdain for high school as most people, and I am sure that I've claimed to enjoy it. I wasn't cool, but I didn't stick out as uncool and I think that's why my image of everyone back then is rather positive. All of this is to say- the way o... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I live in a pretty town. It's small and quaint, and for the most part quite safe. We run nearly on 100% renewable power. We are far enough from the chaos of the world to go un-noticed, and because of that we are unbothered. The buildings are old, the humanities are well-funded. I've had the opportunity to work in local government, and I can confidently say that the people within it seem like they ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
There are a couple of things that stand out that makes me glad I ever left- one being the crazy way my entire view of the world was challenged and shaken up by seeing life from a new perspective. It was all very unique as well because I ended up in a country deemed less fortunate, yet I went to a school for that country's most privileged. I got to see what rich kids were like but in a country that... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I've been experiencing severe growing pains- and I suddenly realize that becoming a true grown up is a decision. A series of choices rather than a state of being. I have decided that I will be more careful about which baskets I sort my eggs into. I've been really considering what things in life bring me joy, and what don't- and removing the things that don't abruptly. I think the relationships yo... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
The whole it's my Birthday and I'll cry if I want to thing suddenly all makes sense. I'm officially a year older and I don't know why tears are my immediate reaction. I don't think I'm sad to grow older. I just feel like it's been so long since I have been surrounded by the ones I love. It's miserable. I feel so miserable today. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sometimes I'm not the nicest, and sometimes I refuse to believe that it's completely my fault. But I guess maybe sometimes it is. I want to learn to be nicer, kinder. More able to control how I feel and or at the very least how I act despite the way I feel. It's almost like everyone else in the world has a hold of everything. Everyone has the insane ability to put themselves first most of the time... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I wonder who it was you were in love with. There had to have been something that kept you so anchored. Something that made you want to stay. In the time you were here, you had to have been in love at least once. And I wonder who it was? Who those songs were for. Who you missed so much. I know next to nothing about how you felt about anything and it is so unfortunate. These days I wonder a lot abou... » Continue Reading
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