people go through so much pain trying to avoid the pain. often the people with the strongest hearts carry the heaviest. a million words would not bring you back, i know because i tried, neither would a million tears, i know because i've also tried that. i stopped explaining myself when i realised other people only understand from their level of perception. » Continue Reading
i've been reading the fear street book while being off school for6 weeks holiday and i've just finished chapter 8 and i already love it so much. it's different compared to the movies but that's okay. it's pretty good. very mysterious and makes you want to read more and persuades you and that's the whole point of what a book is meant to be like which is just absolutely amazing that it's accomplishe... » Continue Reading
is it just me who misses the 2014 -2017 grunge style. like short sleeves shirt ontop of long sleeves tops, light blue hair or really dark hair, black jeans and dc martens etc. like BRING IT BACK WILL YA!!!!!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading
I know today I've posted kind of depressing dark shit but like I wanna just rant about how FIT Tate Langdon is from American Horror Story I mean like Evan Peters himself!! He's so unbelievably hot, its insane. like his eyes !!!!!!!!!!! He's so so so so unbelievably hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you don't understand. all I'm gonna do is just watch Tate Langdon tiktok edits when I run away... » Continue Reading
i'm going to try and run away today. its 8:43pm 19th of august now but i'm going to attempt to leave at 3am-5am. i've packed my bag. a bottle of water, claw clip, toothbrush, eyelash curler, lighters, mirror, lip balm, clothes, girl stuff, sunglasses, going to bring my phone with me, and my earphones and charger and maybe steal my dads cigs. i don't know where i'm going to sleep and go but i've a... » Continue Reading
in the depths of love, a dangerous game with a heart that's filled with darkness and flame. a psychopath's charm, a twisted allure but behind the facade, a cold heart impure. their words like honey, dripping with deceit, their touch like poison, impossible to defeat. in love with a monster, a devil in disguise, blinded by passion, trapped in their lies. with every smile, a dagger in hand, with eve... » Continue Reading
sometimes when you ask someone what their worst fear is in the context of spiders, sickness, heights etc, sometimes people don't have those types of fears, sometimes they are incredibly terrified of something like the unknown, will their be an afterlife or not, happiness. you may think "happiness? as a fear? shut up Jaime" but happiness is the most scariest thing you can expierence at least for me... » Continue Reading
come as you are - nirvana everlong - foo fighters billie jean - michael jackson creep - radiohead song 2 - blur i was made for loving you - KISS something in the way - nirvana jealous - eyedress change (in the house of flies) - deftones bring me to life - evanescence ocean eyes - billie eilish somewhere i belong - linkin park my immortal - evanescence numb - linkin park bathroom - monte » Continue Reading
In the shadows of a heavy heart, each breath is a whisper of lost dreams, the sun rises like a forgotten promise, casting long silhouettes of sorrow on cracked pavement. Days bleed into nights, a canvas of gray, where laughter feels like a distant echo, and hope, a flickering candle in the storm, fades, but still, we gather the ashes of tomorrow. » Continue Reading
in the quiet of a late night whisper, the door creaks, a heartbeats' echo in the stillness, where shadows dance with secrets, and the light reveals what was hidden beneath the skin. fingers tremble, the air thick with unsaid words, their eyes, pools of confusion, reflection of love, cracking under the weight of sorry. "why?" a question lingers, sharp as the scars, as they reach, not to scold, but ... » Continue Reading
unwanted images in my head like shadows lurking in the dark, taunting me with thoughts unsaid leaving their permanent mark. they invade my every moment leaving me feeling lost and alone. a constant battle to be fought, in a mind that's not my own. i try to push them away, but they refuse to disappear. their presence lingers day by day, filling me with doubt and fear. i wish i could erase them, ba... » Continue Reading