sometimes

sometimes when you ask someone what their worst fear is in the context of spiders, sickness, heights etc, sometimes people don't have those types of fears, sometimes they are incredibly terrified of something like the unknown, will their be an afterlife or not, happiness. you may think "happiness? as a fear? shut up Jaime" but happiness is the most scariest thing you can expierence at least for me. being happy is the most terrifying thing in the world, you have so much to loose and when everything goes into the shitter and gets bad, it hurts like a mother. so when you ask someone if they are okay when they seem sad, gloomy, depressed, alone. and they say they're fine, some people are fine even if they are experiencing bad emotions like anger, sadness, isolation, depression etc. sometimes people find comfort in sadness, as if y0our sadness is your new happiness.