fuck uti i wanna cry, fuck uti i'm gonna die pee after sex, fuck uti tyrannosaurus rex, fuck uti don't make the same mistake as i cleanse and prevent, fuck uti. now i have to drink water like a normal person otherwise this stupid thing will spread to my kidneys. (cries in reincarnated camel) » Continue Reading
i finally wore my hard contacts to sleep again last night since my eyes have been reverting back to their icky prescription. my right eye stung a bit when i put the lens in but it does that rather frequently so i just ignored it and put in the left one as well. they both settled after a bit and i defied my optician's wishes by spending a good extra hour or two rotting my brain on the internet befo... » Continue Reading
today i was on call with my boyfriend and some of his friends as they played videogames as usual, staying quiet and keeping to myself because i don't know them well and my innate shakespearian eloquence gets eaten by a shark whenever i think in their general direction. » Continue Reading
every time i go online and see people being all cute and postey (using their platforms in a way they see fit, their individuality draws people in.) i want to clone them or eat them (i feel pressure to be just as aesthetic, clean and consistent but this in turn backfires and i snap back to wanting to to the exact opposite boomaranging me between wanting to be one way and wanting to have nothing to... » Continue Reading
i love this tik tok account a lot and had the good fortune to stumble across it while doomscrolling. they discuss a lot of topics and stories and sentiments that i relate to deeply but can't bring to words properly and it feels validating to be able to witness somebody processing similar things in a way i wish i was able to do. they're very real and a silly goofy goober in simple terms. i hope th... » Continue Reading
not quite sure who to tell this to or even where to put it so i'll just chuck it into the endless void that is the internet? honestly i dunno hahhaha... caution: kinda heavy topics? sleeping has become harder and harder for me these few weeks and i'm not quite sure why, maybe its because the end of the school year is approaching and with it comes the end of my high school years altogether haha. i ... » Continue Reading
i hate being so aware of the existence of my stomach, im either always hungry or nauseous. right now i am so hungry and chewing gum isnt distracting me anymore its so annoyingggg. its not like i have any stomach issues that i know of or that i dont eat enough or at the wrong times i don't get what's wrong. now im on a food tutorial pinterest doomscroll and its just making me sadder oh the things ... » Continue Reading
last year on my birthday there was only one other person present in my math class, the teacher felt like taking it easy so she offered to get mcdonalds for everyone. i thought she was joking at first and didnt know what to ask for or to ask for anything at all so when she asked me i said the first thing that came to mind. so i had my first-ever happy meal last year! i still have the toy in the pac... » Continue Reading
did an interview today!!! it went alright for the first bits but i think i messed up a bit towards the end so im kinda... conflicted? hope it goes well. » Continue Reading