(i wanna start this off by saying that i don’t encourage drugs, you don’t need it to be cool or have fun, just be yourself) The first time i ever tried weed was an edible i got off of the internet. I know it sounds stupid, it was, My friend (at the time) was into weed heavily but they lived across the country. I told them about my interest in trying it, they told me that they would take it with me... » Continue Reading
I’m guy, i was born as guy and i never thought twice about it. Though most of early age i never questioned myself and what i was attracted too because i felt myself attracted to what was considered normal for a boy. I like girls, that’s something that can’t deny, but the issues began in middle school. Everyone knows middle school boys aren’t the most welcoming in the world, they run in groups and ... » Continue Reading
I got back into reading recently I started with a fantasy book and it was good but I knew I need something different after I finished it to balance things out. I picked up Sunburn by Chloe Michelle Howarth and its hitting something in me that I thought it wouldn't. Its a queer coming to age story and even though i'm not fem or a woman the theme of wanting to be what your peers and family already a... » Continue Reading
old friends coming back is weird. A girl hit me up after we had a falling out like a year ago. I’m still connected to her somehow even though i know i shouldn’t be » Continue Reading
I understand why people get high, from the couple of experiences i’ve had with weed. Addiction runs deep in my family so i’ve always been adamant on not indulging myself so deeply, swearing that i wouldn’t end up as some of my unfortunate relatives. However i’m human, so i caved in and have tried weed and alcohol and weirdly discovered that i hate when i’m not myself. Like being high was fun but t... » Continue Reading
I was literally brought here when i was super young and being a loser doesn’t help. There is nothing to do in this town, it’s all filled with old white republicans, there is no scene here. I tried looking up anything related to my town with any underground venues and couldn’t find anything near by, it’s all like 2 or 3 hours away at a bigger city. I wished i lived in a more diverse town that i can... » Continue Reading
I’ve only been high twice in my life and both were edibles, i don’t like smoke and i get paranoid about any kind of smell especially since i’m not in a legal state. Getting high always seemed like a chore to me, i would have to find an optimal day and time, make sure i had food/snacks near by and my parents not around. Even after taking it, it was nice but the slight discomfort of being high kinda... » Continue Reading
I hate that i have to wake up in this body and not the one i envision in my dreams. I wake up and immediately hate myself because i realize i didn’t magically change overnight into a beautiful pretty girl. Now i have to face the reality of not being able to have that body and being able to dress up all pretty, and having a masculine girlfriend. Life wasn’t this hard when i wasn’t on the internet, ... » Continue Reading
I remember i had a phase were when i stayed up late i would lay in bed, put on headphones and stare at the ceiling in pitch black. I would always listen to duster or other slowcore type of bands, I wouldn't sleep but i tried my best to not here. Nowadays i've stopped doing it because i have a job, but now i need some sort of song to sleep to and it seems stratosphere by duster does it best. Is dus... » Continue Reading
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