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how things are going for me right now
Category: Life
so here i am. sitting down. typing away my thoughts and emotions on this little page right here. and none of these emotions are pleasant. they're all horrible. i've been feeling like shit recently because everything is so overwhelming and i don't know how to control it all. i'm behind on my thesis, i'm behind on schoolwork, i haven't found anywhere to go for my internship, i don't feel safe or acc... » Continue Reading
a waste of time..
Category: Life
i was trying to get my blood tested for anemia. i got the doctor's note yesterday, then earlier on today i went to the hospital where they had the analysis clinic. i waited.. and waited.. and waited... ..it had been one hour and a half, the clinic was about to close, and i hadn't even been attended yet. so i left, knowing that they're not gonna call me in, and now i'm at school just pissed. i can'... » Continue Reading
concerned about my health..
Category: Life
not mental health, but more like physical health. i sent an email addressing that i'd like to check with someone about how i'm doing, because i fear i might be anemic.. i searched up the symptoms, and i mostly associate with fatigue, lack of appetite, tiredness, shortness of breath, irritability, inability to focus, dizziness, feeling cold, increased heart rate, and sometimes even weakness in my b... » Continue Reading
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE!!!!
Category: Life
Y'ALL I'M 18 TODAY!! OH MY GOODNESS!! » Continue Reading
MEEGS RASCON FROM COAL CHAMBER POSTED MY ART ON HIS INSTA STORY?!
Category: Art and Photography
NOT ONLY THAT, BUT HE LIKED MY ART AS WELL?! sure i tag artists and singers in my art and whatnot, BUT I NEVER EXPECT THEM TO RESPOND TO ANYTHING, MY GOD i am gonna scream omggg » Continue Reading
a thought i had while playing the sims
Category: Games
i wonder if autistic people get really addicted playing the sims because they get to control almost every action a sim has and while they take good care of their sims, they don't take good care of themselves go drink something guys y'all are dehydrated i swear » Continue Reading
birthday in five days
Category: Life
help help help help help help help help help my birthday is in five days oh my god holy crap » Continue Reading
a week until my birthday..
Category: Life
ohhhhh my god okay i'm almost 18 years old, and there's an exact week left until my birthday.. i'm excited but also really frightened like i'm gonna be an adult, i'm gonna have responsibilities, i may have to find a job and shit, etc. but at the same time i can do whatever the hell i want within the boundaries of no one but my wallet lmao holy crap i.. anyone who's an adult, do y'all have any adul... » Continue Reading
my request for a davisdurst story chapter..
Category: Books and Stories
so i made a chapter request for a davisdurst story ("hold me this time" which is a SATIRE FIC btw) on wattpad a while back, did the art for it and everything.. AND THEY DID IT, LIKE THEY PUBLISHED THE THING TOO and it was just so fun to read XD basically it was just jon and fred having a girly nail painting day and acting like they were teenage girls gossiping about random shit i'mma post the chap... » Continue Reading
got me a slipknot pin!!
Category: Music
right next to pompompurin lol thanks to my friend pedro for giving it to me :) » Continue Reading
our anniversary (yesterday)
Category: Romance and Relationships
yesterday was mine and christiano's anniversary (fuck yeah!!) we just ended up watching an episode of breaking bad (negro y azul, my favourite episode) and then halfway through ponyo before i got tired since it was 2am for me. but goddamn, that was one of the best days ever. even if it was just sitting around doing nothing but watching netflix together. i really love this man with every fiber of m... » Continue Reading