Hello all! The past few days have been very difficult. I've been struggling with focusing and I don't feel real. It's been hard for me to feel like a person. I'm such a perfectionist that if I feel human emotions like anger or jealousy I beat myself over it & alienate myself from all humans, like I am dirt. Which isn't true. I like to only talk to my girlfriend, two or maybe three friends & my mom... » Continue Reading
Good evening everyone. I'm in the camper again. Today I emailed some people for fun, wrote in my journal, and went on a couple of walks. I feel relaxed here for the most part. But, still, every day I get super sad for about an hour or two. It is hard to get out of the sadness but I do. It helps to think of my blessings. I have a girlfriend who loves me, friends and parents that love me. I have ... » Continue Reading
Today I went to the Japanese market and got some bread and a book. The book is called "The House of the Lost on the Cape" by Sachiko Kahiwaba. It sounds good! I want to get more into books and reading again. I used to read a lot as a kid but I haven't read much since highschool started. Now I am a college student and I'm going to read more. Who knew I would look up to my younger self? It should be... » Continue Reading
Today was a very special day. I registered for college! I am taking a couple of library courses, a biology class & a computer class. I'm so blessed and thankful. I can't wait to start! I have been feeling very down in the dumps lately. Sometimes I feel hopeless, like I will not do anything important in my life, and that I'll be remembered as a bad person or even not remembered at all... That my l... » Continue Reading
Today I went to my college to sign up for classes. I didn't finish doing so because my mom made us leave early because the wait time was 2 hours, which I would've waited for, but we're going again tomorrow at 8am and I will be able to sign up for classes. I plan on taking library science, Chinese, and something else that interests me, maybe psychology if I'm able to (Along with math and reading; t... » Continue Reading
Hello, all. I've been camping for the past few days. It's been fun, but draining ;; I am mostly having fun tho LOL.... It's very beautiful here!!! :D I'm thankful to be able to come here every year. ^ This is the outside of the campground. I love the clouds! ^^ » Continue Reading
Hey guys! After a long time away, I'm BACK to post on Spacehey again!! I guess I just lost the motivation to code.... But I have it back again so.. I'll be active here again!!! I haven't been doing a whole lot, just the usual stuff. I graduated from highschool and saw my girlfriend a few times, but that's all I've been doing. Hopefully Spacehey helps with my boredom! >_> » Continue Reading
When I was a kid, I LOVE vocaloid music videos, MikMikuDance, I read some Vocaloid manga, and I played The Project Mirai game on my 3DS(I beat it twice). I wanted to be like Miku, and I had a crush on Kaito (lol...) Listening to Vocaloid music brings me a lot of nostalgia and joy. I've been listening to my favorite songs all morn » Continue Reading
Thinking about old friends who I miss... I don't like thinking about my current friends just becoming memories to me, but I can't help it at times. It's unfair how people have to go... I knew a lot of kids in Florida, where I used to live, but I can't even remember their faces anymore. And I used to have so many online friends, but I dont talk to any of them anymore. I have new friends who I love ... » Continue Reading
I played some Animal Crossing City Folk today! I made the town (it's called Niceplas) when I was like 4/5 years old... I have so many memories of playing that game. It was my favorite game for YEARS! I went thru my letters and I found this really cute one! » Continue Reading
Hello,how is everyone? Im okay, I think. I've been very creative lately, in terms of websites... NOT DRAWING THO >o < I've been so bad at drawing stuff lately, idk why. I think I will try to draw tomorrow... I'll probably sleep soon, cus I stayed up until 1 last night coding.. » Continue Reading