"Questioning my life choices.. "
Mentally Overwhelmed, Emotionally Fâ¨cked
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Category: Life
The haunted look on my Fiancés face when I explain a bit of my childhood to her. ( She asked. Really shouldn't have, to be honest..) What little I can remember, due to brain damage and trauma, has upset and frustrated her. Because she helped me piece together just how messed up it all was. Mom had her faults, obviously, but raising three kids in a drug den and around unsavory people probably wasn'... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I wish I had a good relationship with my Mother. …but she's a raging narcissist that would love nothing more than to see me six feet under, and all for being Queer/Bisexual and Trans. ( I also refuse to follow her racist bullshit.. ) It really does such, because before things got really bad and I learned the truth about who she was a person, I thought we had a good relationship. ...but it was just... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Weird finding out that my narcissistic mom is stalking my Instagram, has been for a while. She knows what I look like, has updated pictures and information about me. Should scare me, considering she's a violent republican that has wished me dead for being queer and trans. What do I actually feel, after finding out she had to get life flighted and has to sleep sitting up due to her failing health…... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Finding out I have an 'avoidant attachment style' is humbling. I'm still learning how to be open and present with my Fiancé. She helped me escape a really, really fucked up situation and for that I'm eternally thankful and indebted to her. Since meeting her, I've had my eyes opened to the abuse I was enduring and brain washing that had been happening for years. It was terrifying to realize I had b... » Continue Reading
Category: News and Politics
I don't want to be rich. I've witnessed so much second hand embarrassment watching celebrities flaunt their wealth and do stupid shit because of it. What I want is to no longer worry about rent, medical bills…budgeting for food. Life should not be like this. It shouldn't be a struggle. We shouldn't have to do next level fucking math to figure out how can stretch a paycheck and ensure we won't die ... » Continue Reading
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Category: News and Politics
I don't fuck with racism, homophobia, ableism, sexism, etc… If you're a shit person, you gotta go. There is no reason I should have to endure bad life choices because you don't wanna face how horrible you are. There is no "phobia" you're not scared of us…you're just rotten to the core. Sick of dealing with shitty people and having to face the repercussions of their actions. Life is already difficu... » Continue Reading
Category: News and Politics
Healthcare should not be for profit, it should be free. Life saving treatments and medicine should be given to the people. It should not be behind a fucking paywall. You should not have to put your house up for sale just to afford medication or care. It's ridiculous and absolutely insane that this is our reality. How many people have died because they couldn't afford medical care? » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I'm alive, -ish. Just barely two days after hurricane Milton blew through town, we lost power and that meant my ass was being cooked by the Florida weather. Now I'm hearing there is two more hurricanes out in the Atlantic. Can this just not.. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Whelp, it finally happened… My Fiancé, at her request, found me a psychologist. She was concerned about my mental well being. I kept making a lot of really, really fucked up dark humor jokes about myself. So, I'm on new meds (Abilify ) and seeing a psychologist. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'd really like to have one night where I could sleep all the way through. For the past few weeks I've been unable to have a complete rest, due to the air pressure from the Hurricane about to hit my state. It sucks so much to have a body that breaks down like a Ford Pinto if the weather changes. FML. » Continue Reading
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