things have gone downhill lol relapsed back into my ed and im breaking up with my boyfriend take notes- dont starve urself for a boy who wont even text you first we're gonna stay friends, no resentment, we just arent a good fit christmas sucked binged getting back on track now depressed and starving myself the depression is real bad but at least im still showering and shit driving permit test in 4... » Continue Reading
currently 4am as im typing this and i have been trying to sleep since like 2:30!!! i tried keeping my eyes closed and lying still and i even resorted to asmr videos but i just cant sleep maybe i shouldnt have made myself that matcha latte.... at least i get to see my bf today!!! not for long but we should be able to have a proper date in a few days!!!! ill update you guys in the morning i guess...... » Continue Reading
i kinda forgot to post some entries... i was gonna on the 1st but i was so embarrassed at the angsty ass entry i wrote i closed the tab and forgot. today was okay! i fell asleep on the couch last night so i did wake up w shoulder pain tho... ran 1 mile yesterday and ran 2.25 miles today (tho i walked .5....) so tomorrow im gonna do hopefully 3. 8 days till practice starts so i am getting a late st... » Continue Reading
today sucks. im so behind with math-- im so good at math but the thing is i was living in england when everyone was taking the placement tests in middle school to do geometry in 8th grade (the only year of middle school i was in america for!). basically everyone i know has already gotten geometry out of the way, either 8th grade or freshman year and here i am taking honors geometry sophomore year.... » Continue Reading
i didnt get up to much today... YES IK IM POSTING THIS AT 3AM OF THE 29TH BUT ITS NOT THE 29TH UNTIL I GO TO SLEEP!!! i planned to clean my bathroom but i didnt have the motivation-- pretty much just watched tiktok today i did some online window shopping on yesstyle and i added a bunch of makeup to my bag for a later date when i have some more money but a lot of them had warnings for titanium diox... » Continue Reading
OH MY GOD IM SO IRRESPONSIBLE WITH MONEYYYYY i just bought a pair of super cute mary janes because the seller on depop gave me a 10 dollar discount but they were still 50. i only have 206 dollars left from the 550 i got from my nannying job that i wont be able to continue until august 5th and even then ill only be able to do like a week before cross country practice starts and then SCHOOL starts a... » Continue Reading
the shoes i bought finally arrived!! still waiting on that skincare >:c i cant stop thinking about the deadpool & wolverine movie... i think im getting hyperfixated also!!!!! I TRIED FROZEN GRAPES FOR THE FIRST TIME LAST NIGHT AND NOBODY TOLD ME HOW MUCH I WAS MISSING THIS REFRESHING YUMMY GOODNESS??? im completely addicted and there is no hope for me. woke up pretty late as normal, so today has b... » Continue Reading
well maybe okay is a little more negative than today was😓 me, my dad, and my brother went to see deadpool & wolverine today!!! but for some reason my dad bought 4DX AND 3D TICKETS??? ive always hated 3d movies-- its too hard to focus on the movie when my eyes are straining to get used to the movie flying out at me, but 4DX??? IM BEING TOSSED AROUND LIKE A KERNEL IN A POPCORN BAG!!! i immediately t... » Continue Reading
unfortunately summer has me so bored i did a full face of chav makeup. very horribly. crusty spider lashes, unblended contour and highlighter, 3 lipglosses layered, orange blush... pretty much everything was eyeshadow because i dont own foundation or concealer- i hate the way it feels on my face. even lipgloss icks me out!! i miss my bf :( . hes gonna be busy for a while cus of band camp and choi... » Continue Reading
ahhhh my aesthetic has changed :c ... i dont feel like changing this profile tho, feels like a 2020 relic!!! did i make this account 2020?? cant remember! i guess i kept up with the pink theme tho... ive turned into a coquette girl :o . 2024 life is great! wishing for summer to be over-- seasonal depression hits me like a truck. orchestra, sports, and straight a's here i come! i cant believe how... » Continue Reading