2024 update?!??!?!? what the sigma...

ahhhh my aesthetic has changed :c ... i dont feel like changing this profile tho, feels like a 2020 relic!!! did i make this account 2020?? cant remember! 

i guess i kept up with the pink theme tho... ive turned into a coquette girl :o . 2024 life is great! wishing for summer to be over-- seasonal depression hits me like a truck. orchestra, sports, and straight a's here i come! 

i cant believe how much has changed since i last interacted with this website. i literally moved countries to america!??!?! ive become so much happier and felt sm better!

 i feel dont like ive become prettier physically, but its like my eyes were finally able to see how i look. (still struggle with self image tho :c ). i am currently dating my first ever boyfriend?? and he is so so cute and so so sweet and i luv him sm!!! 

i started doing violin because of my friend, she inspires me!! she does violin and volleyball and figure skating and a million other cool thing!!! i also started cross country, and both seasons of track! second season of xc here i come :3 . 

i also got a much healthier relationship with school. i think a fresh start is what i need. i managed to snag myself a 4.25 weighted gpa??? where did that come from :0 !

theres so much more thats happened that i dont really care to try and write down, this is just what felt the most important to me. maybe bcus these things are what i consider core parts of myself now?

also jael if ur reading this, hiiii its been so long! text me sometime :) 

i think i might start using this site as a sort of diary... have fun reading? it might get super sad sometimes, so dont expect this cheery tone all the time..! >:)

so ominous!!!

xoxo, lydia <3 

( p.s: should that b my signature?)