7/25/2024- summer boredom.

unfortunately summer has me so bored i did a full face of chav makeup. very horribly. crusty spider lashes, unblended contour and highlighter, 3 lipglosses layered, orange blush...

pretty much everything was eyeshadow because i dont own foundation or concealer- i hate the way it feels on my face. even lipgloss icks me out!! 

i miss my bf :( . hes gonna be busy for a while cus of band camp and choir camp, but at least ive got a maybe sleepover with my friend tomorrow to look forward to :3 ! (maybe... her mom hasnt given us a straight answer yet).

idk if i should call this a diary or journal?? maybe i should js call it a blog cus its public but idk! it feels so weird to try writing down my thoughts knowing someone can read them. i kinda like it though.

i took a leap of faith and bought some skincare!!! yes i was influenced by avascream's skincare video. who cares, im 15, i have a job and my own money, no bill or utilities!!! im trying to get over my aversion to buying stuff. 

i think i will change up how my profile looks, i dont really jive with it anymore- some of this is super outdated too...

xoxo, lydia <3