7/27/2024-- a RANT??!?

OH MY GOD IM SO IRRESPONSIBLE WITH MONEYYYYY

i just bought a pair of super cute mary janes because the seller on depop gave me a 10 dollar discount but they were still 50.

i only have 206 dollars left from the 550 i got from my nannying job that i wont be able to continue until august 5th and even then ill only be able to do like a week before cross country practice starts and then SCHOOL starts

ahhhh but they were such cute shoes and i was already picturing outfits so i bought them.... around 64 dollars cus of shipping and tax. 

i try my hardest to remember that im 15 and its fine to spend money on this stuff but its hard when ive already bought expensive things and i feel spoiled :c

on the bright side tho they are adorable and i cant wait to wear them sophomore year. after dressing kinda basic and sometimes like adam sandler i cant wait to show up to school dressed like a whole different person lol!

xoxo, lydia <3 (p.s: i was only gonna do one blog entry a day but this frustrated me)