i suddenly thought of what type of old person i want to be i want to be someone who is trusted and cherished by their community i want to be surrounded by people who genuinely enjoy my presence and are not just tolerating it i want to be able to announce that i made way too much pasta and to have hungry friends flocking to my door i want to have money not just to support myself but to take care o... » Continue Reading
i found the password i lost yay also i cleared out a bunch of papercraftsthings that have been scattered around for forever so i'm duper proud of myself for that ! also i am so i need to make something idk what maybe like more a03 wiritng i am still working on my arts stuffs just is taking me a while because it takes me multiple sessions to make something usually like i found out that in krita in... » Continue Reading
as if it wasn't obvious enough, Lamby is very mentally unhealth. I have a variety of issues in my Brain and it makes me feel that I am worthless and unable to make friends But the weird thing is I am not officially diagnosed with any sort of mental disorders, mainly because my doctors did not feel it was necessary and thought the process woukd be difficult because a lot of those symptoms would o... » Continue Reading
i went outiside with pupy :-) i coooked lime basil tofu in coconut cream and i discorverd acutall i dont like basi;l :-( y i liked the tofu though it was nice i like tofu it is kind of like hard to cook though i like to talk a lot even if my talkings are like boring sometimes it is something i like doing i like so many things] i like my stuff like my stamps and puszles and like all eberything my... » Continue Reading
i want to do some tidying up, some clothes i pulled off of the laundry line but haven't sorted into their stations yet and some things on the floor i don't want to throw away but am still trying to find a place to keep there are a fuck ton of socks just like. in a pile. under my bed. i don't really know what to do with them, maybe i can take some time to darn out all the holes in them. i am still... » Continue Reading
Once I find a good site to read manga I think I'll reread that one comic I was obsessed with when i was younger. I don't think the artsyle will still appeal so much to me,, as i still remember when i reread Ghost Wife i was left thinking "How did i hold this comic so highly when i » Continue Reading
I went to a thrift sale again. It's really fun to look at things at the thrift market, and it's a very good excuse to get out of the house. I also baked some apple pastries yesterday. And also today I ate cake, it was also very nice. I got a pack of postcards for a dollar. And a plushed toy for a dollar also. i also got an art print for four dollars. it was actually 5 dollars but upon my very a... » Continue Reading
for your own benefit. I glanced at a name on the epstein birthday book and immediately felt sic k. I'm actually pretty afraid of writing too many details, because I genuinely am scared of facing real legal repercussions to supposedly be talking bad about the country I live in. I scrolled through local forums thinking,, "why isn't anyone talking about » Continue Reading
I just really hate the way i live and i have to do something about it sooner or later like now that i'm done and over with that whole manic episode (( » Continue Reading
no one cares, it gets boring i get boring doing the same song and dance every time i want to be met with compassion and forgiveness but only hurt myself in the process and become a nuisance to everyone around me everyone gets bored no one cares you don't mean anyhting your existence means nothing you could die and no one cares its only troublesome and no one wants to deal with it i haven't eaten ... » Continue Reading