Ok so for yall who don’t know I’m ✨genderflux✨ which is like if genderfluidity could lose fluid and flavor concentration lmao. I may or may not have been projecting the struggle on cai when I saw “packer” be said and I’d heard the word before this but I legit just thought it was being used descriptively like when we say “oh, that guy is packing” I thought a packer was just a cute way of describin... » Continue Reading
I was doomscrolling on yt shorts just now and I saw this video of a lady explaining this one lyric in Hey, Soul Sister by Train. It was “your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains” and how its just a rlly nerdy way of saying “your kisses leave me speechless” and then I started thinking about literally every single time I’ve been looking through lyrics and then I see a super obsc... » Continue Reading
I feel like such a yapper when I upload lmao. Anyways, PPL IN MY CLASSES ARE SO ANNOYING UGHHHH. So there are several people in my English class I CAN NOT STAND. The first guy imma call Ethan. Omg wait this feels so toxic nvm lol- BUTTT idk if yall know this but I loveee crystals and collecting them and all that. For my birthday I was given Jade, Aquamarine, Pyrite, Labradorite, Rose Quartz, Blue ... » Continue Reading
None of y'all are gonna know wtf I'm talking about lol Quick definition: Maladaptive daydreaming is a fairly new disorder (I think it's a disorder unofficially, idrk) that, as the name suggests, causes you to daydream constantly/for hours on end. It's caused by severe/extreme amounts of trauma and can be triggered by things such as mirrors, music, etc. With that out the way, my main trigger is mus... » Continue Reading
Okay sooo...this is my new struggle lol. Already found out I'm genderflux, next is sexuality. I've been thinking I'm either bi or pan, but right now I identify as bicurious. It feels weird to say I'm bisexual or pan because when I think about women in that way it's just like...ughh idk how to explain it anymore lol. It's definitely not disgust, but I don't know how much I'd enjoy it? Like I for su... » Continue Reading
Okay soooo idk if y’all know what Ross is but it’s like if thrift stores didn’t do donations…basically a discount store lol. Me and my mom wanted to return something so we were like “hey, since we’re already here we might as well do some shopping, right?” So we started shopping. It started with shoes, then makeup, then accessories, THEN shampoo/body wash, then clothes, and eventually we found ours... » Continue Reading
Ok sooo after uploading my last post I decided to text my cousin abt how fckin confused I was and they were kinda like “lmaoo I’ve been there…genderflux?” so I was like “ykw I’ll google it after I hate labels a little less” and they were like “cool, dw labels can make us feel safe and remember sometimes labels change over time” all the good cousin shit, yk? And so, I played Dead Rails with one of ... » Continue Reading
Ok so for those of y’all who haven’t been keeping up, for literal months I’ve had this undying, very VERY strong penis envy that literally disappeared one day for no reason at all and it’s left me in this super weird state of gender confusion lol Right now I’m kinda thinking “hey, maybe you’re genderfluid? You seem to really align with it?” but the thing is I hear genderfluidity tends to have a lo... » Continue Reading
Ok sooo after a quick search, the game is apparently called "The Legend of Starfy"...THIS GAME IS SO FREAKING CUTE OMFG. First of all, the game is in Japanese and I'm barely on the 5th stage on the 2nd level so I have relatively no clue what I'm talking about when it comes to things like the story and stuff. I've been piecing shit together based on what I've seen so far so if nothing makes sense, ... » Continue Reading
Haiii warning before you read, this post is about penis envy, not gender envy. I say “gender” envy because idk if saying penis in the title will get me banned or smth :’). This is kinda like an update post in reference to my last one so maybe go read that one before you read this one if you’re still interested » Continue Reading
DISCLAIMER: This isn't a rant about gender envy, it's about penis envy but idk if using that word in the title would get me banned TvT Guess who's back to crying about how much they wish they had a penis ;3; It's like- I ENJOY girlhood or at least being feminine but it'd be 1000000000% better if I had a penis. I literally lay in bed at night picturing what it would be like if I just had a penis an... » Continue Reading
I have that carbonara Buldak ramen and idk what to do with it besides just adding cheese and chicken :') @import url('https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=Patrick+Hand&family=Paytone+One&display=swap'); h4{ font-size: 16px !important; font-family: 'Workbench', sans-serif; text-transform:uppercase !important; padding-left: 2px !important; background: -webkit-line » Continue Reading