"and let the darkness set us free."
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I truly believe I'm a sadomasochist. I've talked to my therapist about this, and he said there IS some kind of enjoyment by my part in making people suffer. And there is also the enjoyment of receiving pain - physically or mentally. I enjoy when my gf plays mind games with me or slaps me or beats me up or anything like that, as well as I enjoy other people doing the same, but she's jealous and doe... » Continue Reading
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When I was younger, I had a great relationship with my mother, even though she couldn't be so present emotionally because of her job in the mall. She gave me a phone when I was 6 and, having access to the internet from a young age, I got addicted to porn and gore without her knowing, because she never checked my phone. I used to watch porn with my cousins and things like that. But anyway! That's n... » Continue Reading
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In my head, my ex teacher's like MADLY IN LOVE with me. She always gave me more attention than the others, and even though I just said dumb shit to her, she looked at me like I was saying the most genius stuff every time I talked to her. Every Friday, I entered the room and she smiled at me like I was the only person in the room, AND SHE DIDN'T DO THAT TO ANYONE BESIDES ME. She always picked ME to... » Continue Reading
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In my head, my ex teacher's like MADLY IN LOVE with me. She always gave me more attention than the others, and even though I just said dumb shit to her, she looked at me like I was saying the most genius stuff every time I talked to her. Every Friday, I entered the room and she smiled at me like I was the only person in the room, AND SHE DIDN'T DO THAT TO ANYONE BESIDES ME. She always picked ME to... » Continue Reading
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My girlfriend (Sofia) decided not to distance herself from me!! She said she wants to meet me again, and apologized for treating me badly » Continue Reading
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Okay, so Sofia stopped talking to me. Marcela got out of the psych ward and we started chatting - our chats flowed so well I started thinking I could really like her, so I asked myself "why not give her hope she can 'win' me again?" and that's what I did. Meanwhile, Sofia sent me a message saying she wanted us to be friends because she didn't want to lose me, so we started talking again, but a lot... » Continue Reading
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So. I met a girl named Sofia at the psych ward. Since the beggining, I found her gorgeous and interesting and I wanted to be friends with her, but I didn't know how to approach her. The days passed and we started chatting from time to time bout our lives and stuff like this. Eventually, she confessed to me and I said I liked her back. Days after she confessed, her mom took her out of the mental ho... » Continue Reading
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Got back into the mental hospital 'cause my mother found out I was smoking Spent a month there. It was like hell, I cried every day because I missed my girlfriend, but they finally let me out » Continue Reading
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3 months in a mental hospital just to come back the same person » Continue Reading
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I went to check the mobile app ver of this thing and I decided to add another show I really like (TEOTFW) and forgot to add to my about me before, and then THE FUCKING APP RESETED MY ENTIRE PROFILE. THE PROFILE I SPENT MORE THAN 10 HOURS ADJUSTING. I can't believe this . » Continue Reading
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omg I finally finished customizing my page after 10+ hours, I'm so happy » Continue Reading
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