Teacher's pet

In my head, my ex teacher's like MADLY IN LOVE with me. She always gave me more attention than the others, and even though I just said dumb shit to her, she looked at me like I was saying the most genius stuff every time I talked to her. Every Friday, I entered the room and she smiled at me like I was the only person in the room, AND SHE DIDN'T DO THAT TO ANYONE BESIDES ME. She always picked ME to say things in class and always told me how proud she was of me. When I got into the mental hospital, my mother talked to her AND SHE WENT TO VISIT ME! I kept clinging to her all the time and she hugged me back even though I couldn't seem to keep my arms away from her. I was the only person in our class that had her number, because SHE offered. She became friends with my mother just to be closer to me! When I got out of the psych ward, she told me to send her news and not abandon her. A few minutes ago, she sent me "merry Christmas!" in her native language (spanish. I felt IT pulsing whenever she showed us her accent by accident) and called me "beautiful" when I answered her. She always gave me sweet nicknames. Don't tell me she's not in love with me, because she IS!!!