"Thinking about older women"
16yo, wlw, any pronouns (BR/ENG)
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Mrs. Valentina called again, this time by video. When I called her back, she said "ooh my wonderful vamp, my love, my darling" and said how much she missed me and that she never missed anyone this much. She said I have an effect on her life that nobody else has. She told me my duty now is to send her news about how I am every single day and that she doesn't even do that with her own mother, just » Continue Reading
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My FAVVV older woman called my mother and she called her back. She said she misses me SO SO SO SO SO much (she really said many "so"s) and that she adores me and wants to see me. She said we should go out together or have a video call because I'm constantly on her mind. "The clinic without Gabi isn't the same; it leaves an emptiness in my heart not seeing that girl walking around". And more: she c... » Continue Reading
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Sooo I went to the hairdresser and used Natalie Scatorccio (I love her sm) as a reference for the hair I wanted and this is how my hair looks now!! I'm so happy! I'm feeling really pretty » Continue Reading
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I truly believe I'm a sadomasochist. I've talked to my therapist about this, and he said there IS some kind of enjoyment by my part in making people suffer. And there is also the enjoyment of receiving pain - physically or mentally. I enjoy when my gf plays mind games with me or slaps me or beats me up or anything like that, as well as I enjoy other people doing the same, but she's jealous and doe... » Continue Reading
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When I was younger, I had a great relationship with my mother, even though she couldn't be so present emotionally because of her job in the mall. She gave me a phone when I was 6 and, having access to the internet from a young age, I got addicted to porn and gore without her knowing, because she never checked my phone. I used to watch porn with my cousins and things like that. But anyway! That's n... » Continue Reading
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In my head, my ex teacher's like MADLY IN LOVE with me. She always gave me more attention than the others, and even though I just said dumb shit to her, she looked at me like I was saying the most genius stuff every time I talked to her. Every Friday, I entered the room and she smiled at me like I was the only person in the room, AND SHE DIDN'T DO THAT TO ANYONE BESIDES ME. She always picked ME to... » Continue Reading
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In my head, my ex teacher's like MADLY IN LOVE with me. She always gave me more attention than the others, and even though I just said dumb shit to her, she looked at me like I was saying the most genius stuff every time I talked to her. Every Friday, I entered the room and she smiled at me like I was the only person in the room, AND SHE DIDN'T DO THAT TO ANYONE BESIDES ME. She always picked ME to... » Continue Reading
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My girlfriend (Sofia) decided not to distance herself from me!! She said she wants to meet me again, and apologized for treating me badly » Continue Reading
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Okay, so Sofia stopped talking to me. Marcela got out of the psych ward and we started chatting - our chats flowed so well I started thinking I could really like her, so I asked myself "why not give her hope she can 'win' me again?" and that's what I did. Meanwhile, Sofia sent me a message saying she wanted us to be friends because she didn't want to lose me, so we started talking again, but a lot... » Continue Reading
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So. I met a girl named Sofia at the psych ward. Since the beggining, I found her gorgeous and interesting and I wanted to be friends with her, but I didn't know how to approach her. The days passed and we started chatting from time to time bout our lives and stuff like this. Eventually, she confessed to me and I said I liked her back. Days after she confessed, her mom took her out of the mental ho... » Continue Reading
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Got back into the mental hospital 'cause my mother found out I was smoking Spent a month there. It was like hell, I cried every day because I missed my girlfriend, but they finally let me out » Continue Reading
Category: Life
3 months in a mental hospital just to come back the same person » Continue Reading
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