nuclear war

all I think about is the never ending feeling of dread. the nuclear war is coming soon I feel it. were all gonna die and there's nothing we can do to stop it. I have hallucinations of bombs going off. the angels tell me to start making bomb shelters but how can I do that as a teenage girl with no money.  I don't know what to do. so now I just play Minecraft to get my head off of this. but the impending doom just won't leave me. fuck the government