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"HOCKEY IS BACK"

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the weekend so far

Category: Life

this was supposed to be a blog first but  ðŸ˜…  i had to work friday which would be cool if i didn’t hate the job. manufacturing sucks and printing sucks. anyways that place gives me suicidal ideations  » Continue Reading

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emojis or emoticons?

Category: SpaceHey

what is the meta for further expressing ourselves? are emojis cool to use here or are we using emoticons? don’t get me wrong, i love words and language and blah blah blah.. but sometimes words don’t the feelings justice. also i really don’t wanna mess up the old web aesthetic with the bright yellow smileys but daaaaaaamn remembering all of the combos is hard work. what do you think? » Continue Reading

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peace

Category: Life

i finally found it within myself and it feels amazing. to not have to worry about how another person is feeling and how that will affect my mood sounds rude. but to not have that load is great. to be able to eat bc you're not wondering if they really say they love you like they say they do.  i think its crazy that i was really in love with a person who affected me in such a way. the depression, in... » Continue Reading

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i wrote this september 2020, i’m not that sad anymore

Category: Writing and Poetry

i feel like dying i’d be lying if i said i can hold out for much longer lack of peace has made me jaded if tranquility was equated to riches i’d be broke i’m tired of mind acting as if i’m at six flags on their biggest coaster up down round and round i’ve made my way to the top and i’ve officially made my down down into despair down with hope narcotics are my only saving grace i hope no one notice... » Continue Reading

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what is optimism

Category: Blogging

nothing can stop us now ask me how i know! truth is i don’t.  i just say these things to seem » Continue Reading

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