the weekend so far

this was supposed to be a blog first but  😅 

i had to work friday which would be cool if i didn’t hate the job. manufacturing sucks and printing sucks. anyways that place gives me suicidal ideations  which is dumb bc that shit pays the bills (not much else tho). i get home and my gf asks me what’s wrong, but i talk about how much i hate my job so much i decide not to bother her with it tonight. that made her mad  it’s triggering bc i don’t understand why she’d want to hear about the same thing over and over, and she can’t understand why i don’t wanna talk about it. also had a female coworker park next to me (she doesn’t like them) and she was upset about that too. we worked it out but damn bro 

so this morning i was supposed to work but i called out  i also still managed to make some money today! my gf and i have been running a lemonade vending service since may and we sold an entire case of lemons  at our areas very first pumpkin patch. between prep and talking to customers, it makes me wanna open a bar someday  but the shit was littttt, i’m about to be a pro at customer service 

since today was almost like a vacation, i’ll maybe frown and hate myself less at work tomorrow. send positive vibes 🖤

all of this makes me wanna an “all about me” bulletin at some point