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i finally found it within myself and it feels amazing. to not have to worry about how another person is feeling and how that will affect my mood sounds rude. but to not have that load is great. to be able to eat bc you're not wondering if they really say they love you like they say they do.
i think its crazy that i was really in love with a person who affected me in such a way. the depression, insecurity and anxiety. why did it calm down when you left? am i crazy for still loving you as a person? should i hate you?
i could never.
it was painful, but you made me a better person, your chaos along with its departure bought me peace.
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