Hiilu

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"trying not to die"

USA, 27, any pronouns, nonbinary, taken

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Protecting myself!!

Category: Religion and Philosophy

I'm making a new subliminal track to enhance my magic ability and make myself more animal... ive been real sneaky and illegally making audios with forboden text to speech and i finally got it working again so now i can refresh myself!! ive been in a bit of a slump lately and havent had much progress, i hope A knows that shes made me stronger by giving me reasin to kick it back into high gear!! >w ... » Continue Reading

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I found the cause of my problem...

Category: Religion and Philosophy

I used my pendulum to figure out why i had felt so anxious and wrong... the result I got tells me that I've had some kind of magic put on me by an old childhood "friend"... i'm worried when we were kids, she was the kind of person who always had to be more special than everyone, and when i started getting in touch with my inner animal and becoming more feral, she was super jealous of how powerful ... » Continue Reading

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Mall goth dog (art)

Category: Art and Photography

drew this in my tiny sketchbook while i was at the mall and colored it on my computer when i got home! » Continue Reading

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Favorites survey i stole ehehehehe

Category: Life

1. Color: Pastel teal but i like all colors!! » Continue Reading

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made my boyfriend a fursona!! (art)

Category: Art and Photography

my bf's been asking for me to make him a fursona, so here he is! he's a mall goth science piggy ^_^ i love how wild boars have such fuzzy lil ears. theyre so cute!! i made him  a piebald piggy so i could add my bf's white eye spot !! » Continue Reading

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sketch page!!

Category: Art and Photography

I was testing out a new pen and it kinda sucked so i decided to color these with my crayons since i couldn't find my colored pencils!! behold! featuring my bff's sona boris as the voice of reason » Continue Reading

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why does sushi have to be the only safe raw meat >_<

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

i know i know, food poisoning and stuff, but i really wish it was easier to get raw meat to eat without having to spend sooo much money on mediocre supermarket sushi... im only complaining because feeding my animal side is hard when that animal doesn't really eat fish? at least wolves are likely to eat salmon and that's my fav sushi fish but i wanna eat other meat and not get sick like last time >... » Continue Reading

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LEG INCIDENT (art)

Category: Art and Photography

Sometimes being unded is rly annoying but that's why portable sewing kits exist!! » Continue Reading

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throwing away all my old makeup!!!

Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

I finally decided to go thru all my old makeup and throw away all the stuff that's expired and stuff i never use... its all sitting in  a bin on my bathroom counter and getting dusty because i never use it and its all expired! I threw out a bunch of palettes, crusty eyeliners and mascaras, foundations that don't match my skin anymore and smell like paint, and those "glitter" palettes that only hav... » Continue Reading

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doodle i did today!!

Category: Art and Photography

Here's a doodle i did of myself today!! kinda featuring my heelys but not really because drawing shoes is really hard when you're on a moving bus and your sketchbook is 3x4 inches 9-9; » Continue Reading

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🐾 kin thoughtsss

Category: Religion and Philosophy

I think i might have some maybe kin related draw to pettiness?? when i went to the park yesterday there was this little kid throwing a fit bc she didnt want to go home. whenever i see stuff like this happening, especially with kids throwing tantrums, it feels like im drawing energy from it? i don't feel the same way when actual bad stuff is happening, which is why i especially get this feeling fro... » Continue Reading

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