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originally i was a pumpkin then i was a wizard and now im a girl
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Category: Life
i wonder how different my life will be in a few years will i be glad that i held out hope and end up being relatively okay with my life or will i be on suicide watch because i hate the career that im given and want to rip my skin off only time will tell i guess » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
dude its so fucking stressful i hate physics class so much i feel like i cant do things on my own if someoens watching me do things then yea i can do relatively well but put me down to do a quiz compltely on my own and suddenly ive forgotten everything ive ever learned i finally have a bf and im talking with friends thats nice and cool but i still have to worry about tests and needing to study and... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
i apologize for the choppy framerate i dont have the best laptop but anyways i recorded a game of tc2 in which we had 3 mechanics on our team (a first in like 6 years) 3 mechanics.mp4 » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i dont want to use my phone to call play music browse the web check the weather all the time i want to have an mp3 player that has 1000 songs on it i want to turn on my tv and have it tell me whether its gonna rain or not i want a landline in my dorm so i can prank call the room next door everything internet related must be kept specifically to computers/laptops no tablets no smart phones no smart... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
to change the mood of the past couple blogs i wanted to show some screenshots i took of me clearing house in roblox's tf2 equivalent typical colors 2 anyways enjoy (fav classes are brute and mechanic if you couldnt tell hehe) » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
this is such a non issue when i really think about it but its been really getting at me today the people that i care about are happy without my presence and dont need me i would like to call these people friends but i dont know if they see me as a friend maybe they just see me as "that one guy" every time i hear them walking past my door in the hallway i want to get out there and join in on the co... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
recentley ive been thinking of hypothetical scenarios between me and others conversations that i couldve had and most likely never will it always has me spilling my life story in front of them and wanting them to comfort me and i feel so pathetic for that i shouldnt need to rely on others to comfort me i shouldnt be crying over fake situations that never have and never will happen at least thats w... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
okay so news flash ive been questoning my gender and i think i might(?) be trans so i wanna experiment and portray myself as a girl and see if i like it i think this is how you explore your gender im new to this anyways i use she/they prns and my name is now lucinda and not garon please respect okay ty stay swag » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i was walking to breakfast and some guy was selling clothes outside and some overalls really caught my eye so i tried them on and i really liked how they looked on me so i bought them for $50 feels kinda overpriced but idrk how clothes work anyways maybe market value is actually $65 and i got lucky idk anyways i loooove these overalls (wearing them rn hehe) and am gonna wear them for as long as i ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
ok so my brain is just stupid i have friends i just forgot that they do actually care about me and want me around idk why my brain does this i hate it but yea i have friends i am loved and i shouldnt brood about being lonely okay bye gn » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i dont know if this is just a me thing but i find it so weird and difficult to know if i am friends with someone like yes we've talked on multiple occasions we know each other somewhat well we've hung out a couple times but at what point are we friends and not just people who know each other like what do we both have to audibly say that we're friends and even then when one of us says that it coul... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
OKAY I FORGOT TO SAY BUT IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY AUGUST 26 YAYAY ANYWAYS I WROTE A POEM ABOUT IT HERE HAHAHA Eighteen It feels weird to say that out loud. "I'm eighteen years old." It's the truth, and I can't change it. I'll have things to do. University work, taxes, jobs, voting. A lot of stuff that seems overwhelming. It'll most likely be for someone like me. How will I handle it, though? A youn... » Continue Reading
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