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this is such a non issue when i really think about it but its been really getting at me today
the people that i care about are happy without my presence and dont need me
i would like to call these people friends but i dont know if they see me as a friend
maybe they just see me as "that one guy"
every time i hear them walking past my door in the hallway i want to get out there and join in on the conversation
but i realize thats really weird and creepy and i should be emotionally mature enough to not crave companionship that bad
i just want friends and i dont know if they care about me enough to want to be my friend too
how do you cope with this please anyone leave a comment anything helps
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𝓒𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓻𝔂.ᐟ
I think by not attaching your self worth to other people, and tbh I don't think it's rlly weird going up to other people u consider ur friends I think that's how friendship kinda works like whenever i'm out & about or when I was still in school my friends would often just come up to me & I like it. hope this helped.
this isn't my main coping mechanism, it's actually my last resort that like always works but for some reason I avoid... praying. not just praying but asking Jesus to take up off your shoulders all that you can't handle, to cast it all onto Him. I tend to just smoke or like self isolate when I begin to feel alone even though self isolation is like not going to help that but yeah :p
by 𝓒𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓻𝔂.ᐟ; ; Report
its hard to not put my self worth to others because ive been alone for so long and felt like shit because of it, and now i have a chance to have others notice me and want me around, its hard to not want others to determine my self worth when i dont even know what im worth in the first place
i dont really consider myself a great friend either im not the best at comforting people and dont really have as much interest in what others are doing i just like being around others and not being lonely
by Lucy; ; Report