hypotheticals

recentley ive been thinking of hypothetical scenarios between me and others

conversations that i couldve had and most likely never will

it always has me spilling my life story in front of them and wanting them to comfort me

and i feel so pathetic for that

i shouldnt need to rely on others to comfort me

i shouldnt be crying over fake situations that never have and never will happen

at least thats what my mind keeps repeating

i hate feeling this way

wish i could just

i dont even know what i want

i just want to be comforted

this is stupid

ill probably regret this later on